random musings..there is a warning

well that was me at around 4 am..i took the pic put it on the post..and went on to stay up till 5 am.weird night it was
***warning i have mentioned random things here..***
its a far cry from sanity my life.. these past few days..
and in my blog is where i confess..that i love it..i have contemplated saving the world
becoming a nice yellow lemon(to jump into a giant ocean of gin and tonic. only later figure out there isn't a ocean that big enough..so i settled for pretending to be a lemon jumping in and out of my apartments swimming pool)

i have done some wild and crazy things like contemplate getting into college..my future(do i have one)

u know and all the other stuff a school pass out KID/TEEN AGER/NEARLY A MAN would do. like start a blog with one of his aquarinest friends(ya candy u know what i'm talking about)
b sides all that..i tickled my self yesterday saying the word buzzz..kavya (another aquarian..u see i have a liking towars us aquarians..mostly because i am one )would know about that.
i told a girl that its a good time to satisfy her boyfriend (poor ne,sorry about that)
i told another girl that a guy liked her...knowing fully well that she probably didn't like him the same way

all in all bloggy(my blog for the readers) dearest i've bin doing nothing productive
i've just bin dazzling hero of political incorrectness.
i love top gear.(random yes..but they are brilliant)
i've bin up for the past 5 days odd ...till correctly about 5 am
listening to music..like sly and the family stone.thinking of ways to save the world..while conveniently talking to people over the internet..i have realized that my moms selfish reason to take me to kerala may not be all that bad...

i don't know whats happening .but i have feeling that im not in control of it,it being everything..frankly i like not being in control of anything(not in leadership or football sorta off a way) but in life...
i just like keep those sails open catch the free breeze and never get to the point.*(in anything.you will notice as u read along)

hehe tariq tomme once that i was born to screw up ..and i used to stick out my tounge every time (just ask anyone who has chatted with me on yahoo) but u know something
in my life i know how i want the journey to be..i just have no clue were the bloody hell the destination is..u know ppl like sonali would understand that..she KNEW me well :D

but know i dont know..
im back to being detached not really close to anyone..well there is sagar some mite say(MITE SAY)..but dunno he just isnt a girl..

guys are the best...trust me ..to hang around have good time..but i seem to have a cut off..there is only so much i cant do...i love being around guys..im a total bloke that way(the music we make,thanks arun..the jokes we crack..thanks everyone.the insane amounts of time we spent doing nothing.again thanks everyone)..

girls just seem to be girls wen i hang around them they ask me silly things like how their hair is?? and if the new nail polish is nice??(its okay priya u can keep on asking me ill be nice to you unless i really dont like it)..frankly in all those matters i am as useless as the wall ur leaning against wen ur doing nothing..but then again that same wall is giving u support..so basically im as useless as u wen ur doing nothing but standing on that wall
anyway..were was i..ya guys..i have awesome fun playing football..frankly it enough to keep me satisfied..i wouldn't need anything more emotionally..but this is a long post and i intend to make it longer..
well so why cant i get close to a guy..partly because
a)he is a guy..he doesnt have girl parts..like ovaries,breasts,and other such beautiful creations(equally bad wen they decide turn against you) but at the same time..i dont like hanging around em now why is that...answer
cos they have girl parts like ovaries,breasts,and other such beautiful creations(equally awesome wen they decide to "turn on" you)hehe get the pun
i basically wrote this whole post to put tht pun in :D
well its 3 23 am(after editing and adding things)..it really isnt my fault i get mad around this time..frankly ive bin geting quite a wee bit mad lately
oh i would also like to mention in this post.i got a new harp.its awesome..may the heavens bless us all. i DHANANJA BLESS YOU ALL TO BLESS YOURSELVES LONG LIVE LIVERPOOL FC AND SATANISM,AND FEMALE BODY PARTS..MEN IN GENERAL.MUSIC my saviour.BRITISH HUMOR.LITTLE TINY DROPS OF SALIVA AND THE NUMBER 8.THE WORD BUZZ.LIFE IS A JUEEY!.BLOGGING.AGEING.MOVIES.BOOKS.THE SUPREME COURT.OUR LOUSY INDIAN TEAM(i hope they live).GOOD FRIENDS.GOOD TIMES.
PS.this is the first time im mentioning people so explictily in my blog.like in some of my friends posts..these arnt the ppl i love or any jazz like tht..these are the ppl.i jus happened to be talkin to these past days...
sahil if u read this..man..its about time
DAMN I NEED TO GET OUT MORE..ANYBODY WANNA GO FOR A MOVIE OR A PLAY.OR FOR DINNER???