buddy??

as it seems frm the look of the recent posts..o jus seem content with ritin ...two lined posts...ahh well...it was a mood...but the thing is this post was ritten in a mood were the influx of testosterone was really high..i mean..there are somethings...tht a 16 yr old such as myself.....we can all dream cant we:D(in realtion with sex buddy)
...but the thing is there is no logical way u can get hurt in this way..at least if u think logically..i mean its just physical..so unless the "significant other"decids to castrate u ..u really arent much danger...
hurt ,pain,hate,,,they are emotionally realted...so why feell sumthin thts gonna let u down..wen the end cant be good...ive bin hurt...ive grown more detached each time..its hurts less...but then wats the point..i mean why go thru the whole thing if ur jus gonna get..detached... the thing is wen u are in a skl "realtionship" there really isnt any meaning to it...heck i think most relationships lack meaning..but the truth and this sucks...men atleast the hetrosexual ones
MEN like WOMEN..
and women are frm a different planet..

new

hehe im lovin the new look ...tahnks trqy for the banner..

sex buddy!!!

the coolest idea..i suppose...no commitments...jus fun...wonder!!!

nicest guy!!

being nice doesnt get u anyware...
to understand my highly irritable mood right now...is not understandable...i dont like this..i dont feel like talkin...and i have to many negative thots..i need to get rid of them dhananjai hari: i can feel an antisocial mood comin on for me
sona ranjit: ayoo
dhananjai hari:
sona ranjit: why?
dhananjai hari: ive bin expectin him
sona ranjit: so whts gonna hapen?
dhananjai hari: its abt time i think
sona ranjit: why?
dhananjai hari: dunno each one is different
sona ranjit: why does he have to come?
sona ranjit: why this time?
dhananjai hari: i treat them all as unique individuals
dhananjai hari: dunno ..
dhananjai hari: it feels right i hope it hits me soon
dhananjai hari: and get ova with it.. i suppose
sona ranjit: hmmm
sona ranjit: whats he gonna do to ya?
sona ranjit: I'm very apprehensive of these guys
dhananjai hari: u make them sound evil..
sona ranjit: like I'm kunjum scared of the angry furious dhanu
dhananjai hari: hehe i ve lost so many capabilities
dhananjai hari: ,,,havnt bin angry in a long
dhananjai hari: time
dhananjai hari: cried no..not since germany lost the world cupin 2002
sona ranjit: whoaaaa
dhananjai hari: ive become tolerent ,... more understandin
sona ranjit: dhanuuuu
dhananjai hari: and very passive toward agression
sona ranjit: I'm impressed
dhananjai hari: maybe too passive for my likin
sona ranjit: yeah..isn't it kunjam unnatural?
dhananjai hari: what
dhananjai hari: ???
dhananjai hari: which..
sona ranjit: not having any negative emotions?
sona ranjit: I'm ur so happy
dhananjai hari: hehe im nearly close to being the most perfect human being on earth(hehe thts
sona ranjit: i mean*
dhananjai hari: cocky me talkin)
dhananjai hari: im not always happy...
dhananjai hari: jus...not always sad
sona ranjit: yeah,but never angry???
sona ranjit: or really sad?
dhananjai hari: ya weird ive bin angry....ive hit a fellow human being in the past 2 yrs...but not really intentionaly jus lost it tht day
sona ranjit: hahaha,the scales of ur emotions are tilted to the happy emotions!
dhananjai hari: ive bin relaly sad....jus didnt last for too long...dont let it last for too long rather..
dhananjai hari:
sona ranjit: =)
dhananjai hari: i think happy...most of the time..i think..
dhananjai hari: so,...wen i get down..i always have jueey!!
sona ranjit: hehe
dhananjai hari: THE ONLY THING THT LOVES ME AS MUCH AS I LOVE IT
sona ranjit: juuuey forever
sona ranjit: oh comon,lotsa ppl probably love you as much as u love them
dhananjai hari: yay
dhananjai hari: i dont love anyone
dhananjai hari: i wish i did..cld..will..
dhananjai hari: .i hope soon tho..i really want to feel it

sona ranjit: ahh don't worry
sona ranjit: will happen
sona ranjit: u've got lots of love to give
sona ranjit: someone's gonna come along
dhananjai hari: hmmmf
dhananjai hari: i like satanism
dhananjai hari: i have to become a part of it..
dhananjai hari: dunno how..
dhananjai hari: i went to their web site
sona ranjit: change of suuuuubjectttt*sing song voice*
sona ranjit: lol,like it that much?????
dhananjai hari: yes...
dhananjai hari: u have to take a test an all..cos theyw ant only distinguished..i mean suited individuals
dhananjai hari: who believe in the policies
sona ranjit: hahahahaha
sona ranjit: choos choosy
dhananjai hari: ..ya...
dhananjai hari: but its kk1!!i like their principles...i jus follow them...witout...
dhananjai hari: before i knew it..
dhananjai hari: so this is like jus a conformation
sona ranjit: so cool
sona ranjit: I'm so happy my test led u to ur true religion
dhananjai hari: hehe..yay
sona ranjit: u really are quite suited to it
sona ranjit: funny nah
dhananjai hari: why thank u!!
sona ranjit: THE ULTIMATE GOOD GUY IS LED TO SATANISM

dhananjai hari: hehe nice one
sona ranjit: actually it just sounds scary
sona ranjit: satanism i mean
dhananjai hari: ya...has nothin to do with him tho..
dhananjai hari: anton levey jus likes the word i suppose
sona ranjit: hehe*hug* ur one of the nicest peple i know
dhananjai hari: dunno wat to say to tht
sona ranjit: ah u dont have to say anything chil
sona ranjit: d
dhananjai hari: k!!
sona ranjit: hehe
dhananjai hari: im off!!!
sona ranjit: toodles


HMM OKAY IM EDITING THIS ON THE 19th OF NOVEMBER
thing is tht day when i posted this i was in a really bad mood...im not anymore and i suppose...i shld say somethin...i really do love being the nicest guy...for sum odd reason..it gives me happiness..the tthing is tht day..i thot wats the point..i reallly felt cheated..tht day...but then i suppose good things happen to ppl ..and bad things...i jus really didnt no wat was happenin..and tht convo really doesnt say much...but it was somethin....i really really love beig a nice guy...and im sure some day itll get me some were...jus not on tht day:D

distracted

its true..i am highly distracted..i am always distracted and according to Vasanthy mam'.. "when are u not distracted"
i am so distracted it s like i am concentrating on being distracted...simple things...rather any thing can distract me ...i mean here i am..doing something and even if i see the sight of something that resembles a football i have a strong urge to go kick it...now some would this is due to my love of football and other similar spherical objects but i think,..even though i love football i am generally nearly always but not always distracted...
if i am studying i can figure out a hundred better things to do with that time..if i am doing some thing on the comp i can figure out maybe another 99 better things to do with that time...the infinite reaches of my "distractability" is well.....largely infinite.

being distracted is the ability ,well the knack of being able to be highly focused or concentrated on a particular thing and miss completely
...i suggest that any day is suitable for this..
that first part is quite easy.as u can imagine.
its simply requires one not to give something all of the required attention for a certain specific amount of time.but instead do not give it any attention at all..
now u can see were the difficulty lies*wink wink*
being distracted is highly useful..
it helps appreciate the simpler things in life..like Pink Floyd ..Led Zeppelin..Black Sabbath ,,Iron Maiden .(NOTE:THE EFFORT IN CAPPING THOSE FIRST LETTERS):D ...simple things like ahhh flower..or oh.oh.oh how blue the sky is...and not thinking about certain people u wish u were thinking about ....
being distracted..is in fact one of the most entertaining things in the world ..in fact it is SOMETIMES RATED more entertaining than sex, or an intriguing game of "i hate u"..will u bitch about me behind my back???.
--by some very oddly shaped things called homo sapient.(they are mad bunch of toons those humans .seriously.)
being distracted rocks***
POSTED IN THE INTEREST OF DISTRACTING EVERYONE ELSE.
Dhanu

(NOTE:THR R RDLY NY TYPOS IN T'IS PASSAGEE).(long live mozzilaaa)
man i am going back to short hand this is too much work..besides it really isn't my style