nicest guy!!

being nice doesnt get u anyware...
to understand my highly irritable mood right now...is not understandable...i dont like this..i dont feel like talkin...and i have to many negative thots..i need to get rid of them dhananjai hari: i can feel an antisocial mood comin on for me
sona ranjit: ayoo
dhananjai hari:
sona ranjit: why?
dhananjai hari: ive bin expectin him
sona ranjit: so whts gonna hapen?
dhananjai hari: its abt time i think
sona ranjit: why?
dhananjai hari: dunno each one is different
sona ranjit: why does he have to come?
sona ranjit: why this time?
dhananjai hari: i treat them all as unique individuals
dhananjai hari: dunno ..
dhananjai hari: it feels right i hope it hits me soon
dhananjai hari: and get ova with it.. i suppose
sona ranjit: hmmm
sona ranjit: whats he gonna do to ya?
sona ranjit: I'm very apprehensive of these guys
dhananjai hari: u make them sound evil..
sona ranjit: like I'm kunjum scared of the angry furious dhanu
dhananjai hari: hehe i ve lost so many capabilities
dhananjai hari: ,,,havnt bin angry in a long
dhananjai hari: time
dhananjai hari: cried no..not since germany lost the world cupin 2002
sona ranjit: whoaaaa
dhananjai hari: ive become tolerent ,... more understandin
sona ranjit: dhanuuuu
dhananjai hari: and very passive toward agression
sona ranjit: I'm impressed
dhananjai hari: maybe too passive for my likin
sona ranjit: yeah..isn't it kunjam unnatural?
dhananjai hari: what
dhananjai hari: ???
dhananjai hari: which..
sona ranjit: not having any negative emotions?
sona ranjit: I'm ur so happy
dhananjai hari: hehe im nearly close to being the most perfect human being on earth(hehe thts
sona ranjit: i mean*
dhananjai hari: cocky me talkin)
dhananjai hari: im not always happy...
dhananjai hari: jus...not always sad
sona ranjit: yeah,but never angry???
sona ranjit: or really sad?
dhananjai hari: ya weird ive bin angry....ive hit a fellow human being in the past 2 yrs...but not really intentionaly jus lost it tht day
sona ranjit: hahaha,the scales of ur emotions are tilted to the happy emotions!
dhananjai hari: ive bin relaly sad....jus didnt last for too long...dont let it last for too long rather..
dhananjai hari:
sona ranjit: =)
dhananjai hari: i think happy...most of the time..i think..
dhananjai hari: so,...wen i get down..i always have jueey!!
sona ranjit: hehe
dhananjai hari: THE ONLY THING THT LOVES ME AS MUCH AS I LOVE IT
sona ranjit: juuuey forever
sona ranjit: oh comon,lotsa ppl probably love you as much as u love them
dhananjai hari: yay
dhananjai hari: i dont love anyone
dhananjai hari: i wish i did..cld..will..
dhananjai hari: .i hope soon tho..i really want to feel it

sona ranjit: ahh don't worry
sona ranjit: will happen
sona ranjit: u've got lots of love to give
sona ranjit: someone's gonna come along
dhananjai hari: hmmmf
dhananjai hari: i like satanism
dhananjai hari: i have to become a part of it..
dhananjai hari: dunno how..
dhananjai hari: i went to their web site
sona ranjit: change of suuuuubjectttt*sing song voice*
sona ranjit: lol,like it that much?????
dhananjai hari: yes...
dhananjai hari: u have to take a test an all..cos theyw ant only distinguished..i mean suited individuals
dhananjai hari: who believe in the policies
sona ranjit: hahahahaha
sona ranjit: choos choosy
dhananjai hari: ..ya...
dhananjai hari: but its kk1!!i like their principles...i jus follow them...witout...
dhananjai hari: before i knew it..
dhananjai hari: so this is like jus a conformation
sona ranjit: so cool
sona ranjit: I'm so happy my test led u to ur true religion
dhananjai hari: hehe..yay
sona ranjit: u really are quite suited to it
sona ranjit: funny nah
dhananjai hari: why thank u!!
sona ranjit: THE ULTIMATE GOOD GUY IS LED TO SATANISM

dhananjai hari: hehe nice one
sona ranjit: actually it just sounds scary
sona ranjit: satanism i mean
dhananjai hari: ya...has nothin to do with him tho..
dhananjai hari: anton levey jus likes the word i suppose
sona ranjit: hehe*hug* ur one of the nicest peple i know
dhananjai hari: dunno wat to say to tht
sona ranjit: ah u dont have to say anything chil
sona ranjit: d
dhananjai hari: k!!
sona ranjit: hehe
dhananjai hari: im off!!!
sona ranjit: toodles


HMM OKAY IM EDITING THIS ON THE 19th OF NOVEMBER
thing is tht day when i posted this i was in a really bad mood...im not anymore and i suppose...i shld say somethin...i really do love being the nicest guy...for sum odd reason..it gives me happiness..the tthing is tht day..i thot wats the point..i reallly felt cheated..tht day...but then i suppose good things happen to ppl ..and bad things...i jus really didnt no wat was happenin..and tht convo really doesnt say much...but it was somethin....i really really love beig a nice guy...and im sure some day itll get me some were...jus not on tht day:D