confessions of a bloggin shadow...!!

(<-woohoo thts me dancing away to glory)












A LITTLE SOMETHING ABOUT ME :- (A PAGE IN MY LIFE..FOR THAT U SHOULD KNOW WHO I AM)well im a shadow ..kinna 2-d yeah yeah dont laugh u dont realise how hard it is to be skinny and and flat..
well i wlda done this at churrch but well tht bum dhananjai wld be there as welll
i mean whats rong with tht guy...quite litrelly all he does is follow me around all day...i mean he starts were i end..u realy cant make out the difference between my end and his beginning.wat a bum he is...i think he quite attached to me... i dont blame him ..i mean look at me..im the cOOLest blaCk thing around..
well diary this is wat i have to confess..
im starting to get annoyed with mr.dhananjai...all he ever does is scream life is a jueey...
even if he is in a dessert he'd be singing it frm the tallest branch of the tallest tree...im kinna getting annoyed...moreover he's always listenin to good music and stuff...seriously cld he be more lame...i mean were is all the hip hop and pop and all tht other rubbish stufff...
he is always thinkin abt music..and i mean his board exams are in a couple days and he doesnt even bother to sit down and study...i mean rite now he is sitting on front of this giant light giving screeen makin silly noices on some tappin apparatus...of which i have not had the pleasure to meet...he always does tht leaves me out of conversations....he jus looks at me some times and realises tht ahh this is an opportunity to be mean..and jus goes and stands under some treee..
i dont like it...well rite now dear diary i have to go there is some other shadow in this room and he doesnt like me to much..askin me to bugger off...aye..ill be back..my black heart yearns to tell him off

salty water blues!!

(salty water blues.1.)
(->thts the money we had .2. i took the foto yummy isnt it)











its lovely 7 friends guys..my favourite type of friends...jus roaming arnd eatin havin a good time..no money jus salty water blues


butterflies sailed on the breeze
sounds of colour ate me alive
reds were afray indigo lapsed
see the sound of salty water blues

found the winds to blow
my soul was bleeding out
i watched in the afterglow
virgin sands..
sing 'em salty water blues

the sky moved sideways
everything else seemed to die away
all was left was shades of Grey
eyay

its the salty water blues..
no hues jus salty water blues
restless joes
no mindless blows
'em salty water blues

7cats pranced on the beach
pissing out gold and indigo hues
nuts and italian peach
sing 'em salty water blues
..memories etched eh!!

Its ok video

junk yard groove ppl..this is one really cool band..and they are indian thts the best part..they are right up there with parikrama and moksha(may leon's soul rest in peace)..wow

ig noble!!

The Ig Nobel Prizes are a parody of the Nobel Prizes for ten achievements that "first make people laugh, and then make them think."
The name is a play on the word "ignoble" and the name "Nobel" after Alfred Nobel. The official pronunciation used during the ceremony is "ig no-BELL" (IPA: ɪg nəʊ bɛl) it is not pronounced like the word "ig-noble" (ig-NOH-buhl, IPA: /ɪgˈnoʊbəl/) — but this distinction eludes many people.
..this is brilliant stuff..some of my favourite awards are..
(dont bother readin the names the reason for the award is right after their names)

Ornithology: Ivan R. Schwab, of the University of California Davis, and the late Philip R.A. May of the University of California Los Angeles, for exploring and explaining why woodpeckers don't get headaches.

Medicine: Francis M. Fesmire of the University of Tennessee College of Medicine, for his medical case report "Termination of Intractable Hiccups with Digital Rectal Massage"; and Majed Odeh, Harry Bassan, and Arie Oliven of Bnai Zion Medical Center, Haifa, Israel, for their subsequent medical case report also titled "Termination of Intractable Hiccups with Digital Rectal Massage."


Literature: Daniel Oppenheimer of Princeton University for his report "Consequences of Erudite Vernacular Utilized Irrespective of Necessity: Problems with Using Long Words Needlessly."

Acoustics: D. Lynn Halpern of Harvard Vanguard Medical Associates, and Brandeis University, and Northwestern University, Randolph Blake of Vanderbilt University and Northwestern University and James Hillenbrand of Western Michigan University and Northwestern University for conducting experiments to learn why people dislike the sound of fingernails scraping on a blackboard.

Economics - Presented to Gauri Nanda of the Massachusetts Institute of Technology, for inventing an alarm clock that runs away and hides, repeatedly, thus ensuring that people DO get out of bed, and thus theoretically adding many productive hours to the workday.

Peace - Presented to Daisuke Inoue of Hyogo Prefecture, Japan, for inventing karaoke, thereby providing an entirely new way for people to learn to tolerate each other.

Economics - Presented to The Vatican, for outsourcing prayers to India.

Literature - Presented to The American Nudist Research Library of Kissimmee, Florida, for preserving nudist history so that everyone can see it.

Medicine - Presented jointly to Steven Stack of Wayne State University, Detroit, Michigan, and James Gundlach of Auburn University, Auburn, Alabama, for their published report "The Effect of Country Music on Suicide."

Peace - Presented to Lal Bihari, of Uttar Pradesh, India, for a triple accomplishment: First, for leading an active life even though he has been declared legally dead; second, for waging a lively posthumous campaign against bureaucratic inertia and greedy relatives; and third, for creating the Association of Dead People. Lal Bihari overcame the handicap of being dead, and managed to obtain a passport from the Indian government so that he could travel to Harvard to accept his Prize. However, the U.S. government refused to allow him into the country. His friend Madhu Kapoor therefore came to the Ig Nobel Ceremony and accepted the Prize on behalf of Lal Bihari. Several weeks later, the Prize was presented to Lal Bihari himself in a special ceremony in India.


Medicine - Presented to Chris McManus of University College London, for his excruciatingly balanced report, "Scrotal Asymmetry in Man and in Ancient Sculpture."

Physics - Presented to Arnd Leike of the University of Munich, for demonstrating that beer froth obeys the Mathematical Law of Exponential Decay.


Public Health - Presented to Chittaranjan Andrade and B.S. Srihari of the National Institute of Mental Health and Neurosciences, Bangalore, India, for their probing medical discovery that nose picking is a common activity among adolescents.

Astrophysics - Presented to Dr. Jack Van Impe and Rexella Van Impe of Jack Van Impe Ministries, Rochester Hills, Michigan, for their discovery that black holes fulfill all the technical requirements for the location of Hell.

Literature - Presented to John Richards of Boston, England, founder of The Apostrophe Protection Society, for his efforts to protect, promote, and defend the differences between the plural and the possessive.

Psychology - Presented to Lawrence W. Sherman of Miami University, Ohio, for his influential research report "An Ecological Study of Glee in Small Groups of Preschool children

Peace - Presented to The British Royal Navy, for ordering its sailors to stop using live cannon shells, and to instead just shout "Bang!"

Computer Science - Presented to Chris Niswander of Tucson, Arizona, for inventing PawSense, software that detects when a cat is walking across your computer keyboard.

Literature - Presented to the British Standards Institution for its six-page specification (BS 6008) of the proper way to make a cup of tea.

Safety Engineering - Presented to Troy Hurtubise, of North Bay, Ontario, for developing and personally testing a suit of armor that is impervious to grizzly bears.

Peace - Presented to Harold Hillman of the University of Surrey, England, for his report "The Possible Pain Experienced During Execution by Different Methods."

Medicine - Presented to James Johnston of R.J. Reynolds, Joseph Taddeo of U.S. Tobacco, Andrew Tisch of Lorillard, William Campbell of Philip Morris, Edward A. Horrigan of Liggett Group, Donald S. Johnston of American Tobacco Company, and Thomas E. Sandefur, Jr., chairman of Brown and Williamson Tobacco Company, for their unshakable discovery, as testified to the U.S. Congress, that nicotine is not addictive.


Peace - Presented to the Taiwan National Parliament, for demonstrating that politicians gain more by punching, kicking and gouging each other than by waging war against other nations.

oh god these are hilarious and really does serve its purpose funny and then makes u think:D

for a list of all the people who have won these awards in their respective years and for what can be found in the flowing link
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Ig_Nobel_Prize_winners

story of someone elses life:day sixty seven

SIXty SEVen days..its bin sixty seven days since tht faithful nite..and now its 1Am and i was on my way home..if u can call the abandoned school a home ..the cold cruel ice started to numb me..not tht it made much differnce ..and he fog was freezing and the ground slowly started to freeze..there was no one out...67 days its bin since i saw flickr of a soul in me 67 days its bin since i cld breathe the air like how a free man breaths. .my GOAl is wat kept me going...it was the only reason i was still in the hunt ..i was like and adrenaline junkie..tryin to get my hands on some Epinephrine..its hard to live like this ....hOw dId it haPpen.wHy.?

white as snow

the struggles of 12th standard primarily jus sum upto to one single word jus one..
college.sucks dont it..
well it may not sum up everyhting..but in its essence..it does..i mean the only reason 12th is such a pain in the back side and on the neck(try getin tht bio text book of ours in to ur head ull know)
well is ultimately get in to college then maybe a job and then a decnet life..tho this maynot particulary coincide with my intrests..it is the general opinion..
anyway..the thing is college is jsu the next step..wat lies beyond is AS WHITE AS SNOW

bank of snake milk(sahil),dinu(dinesh) , and me rote somethin..we think in our funny little way tht .this is wat mite happen to us in say 10ish years time
this list consists of students frm the bio class..lets see wat happens
well first lets make some assumptions(everyone is happy and has a job)

• dinesh-buried in a pile of books,working on sum new theory....we think he's gonna be this professor
• krithika -modern generally happy,but under heavy psychiatric treatment
• abhinaya-doctor
• same applies to sameep and bala(hehe bala mite start bips:P)
• baradwaj-mechanical eng for sure..he will surely have a very normal life..he stil plays footie like a god
• shiva-math prof,
• swayambu-dunno but i think hell be fine..
• barat udaysuryan-defiantly move out of the country study somethin(astro scientific gibbersih with arts)come back to India and do sumthin super important
• aditya nair-aimless even after ten years,(neutral consensus)
• gilli-hardworking like his dad.some bio chemical stuff(still loves arguing)
• nari-eating beef,decent job.still imitating sagar???
• dhivya-no clue,none of us know her
• niru-hehe definetly married(a.v??or the girl he loves whatever married for sure)
• shrudi-journalist(she says)....also under heavy psych treatment for her insecurities
• ashna-awesome academics..but may not be interested in a carrier as such
• smithi-some entertaining job..lets hope she sticks
• shweta-social activist:P
• pooja-she'll study get awesome marks and then become a housewife
• sagar-psychopath..good paying job,luxury of prime importance,our prediction may get married many times between 22-29 mite get divorced or kill spouse..
• rajashree-blank
• prithvi-eng with some musical thing on the side
• dhanu-some happy happy joy joy job..hopefully gets paid..dunno watll happen..hope he fulfils his ambition(to lead a happy life)..random
• arijeet-:P no cahnce of normal life->he is benagali:P
• VASANTHY MAM-VICE PRINCIPLE,SPECKS,WHITE HAIR,STILL THE SAME AWESOME TEACHER SHE IS..SHE'LL REMEMBER US..AND MITE BECOME THE BIO HEAD OF CBSE(we prayin for u mam)
• some ppl for fun
• bishen ,bg->unless major circumstances like earth quake,death,tsunami,vrindha aunty interfering,they shall be married
• bishen-lawyer intern
• bg-wife of lawyer intern ans sum humanities course
• priya-still flinging arnd.playing to win,hard working ambitious,(fastest indian ..reached a hundred yet??)
• arun-dog eat dog life,advertising,still making decent music
• akshay-all tht food u eat is gonna get u ecoli or sumthin:P
• candy-something scientific(Aero)...still antisocial.hopefilly will find a girl (maybe hell open up to her??)..hehe still creativly destructive
• chubby-??
• manav-??????
• tariq-still doin some design stuff
• baba-advertising king:P..still awesome human being
• pati-will win atleast one pet show,pls join theatre some sane job
• pl-hehe will start fake jeans company(P.Lee)hehe ..some eng related life
• v.k-after shixth attemp ..hehe still attemptin iit(touchpeice)
• govind-doing extreamly well in life..vedantha guru
• hrushita-bruuey..hopfully becomes master cook...prob b.arch

ten years frm today..i wonder if ill ever know how my amtes have turned out??
the future definelty as white as snow

lickin stick'

mouth harp,lickin' stick HARMONICA i wanna learn this so bad..
i hope its not a phase..i really wanna learn this instrument
its so full of soull..melodious..
so trembly like ..so powerfull and jazzy bluesy
everything..i wanna learn

buddy??

as it seems frm the look of the recent posts..o jus seem content with ritin ...two lined posts...ahh well...it was a mood...but the thing is this post was ritten in a mood were the influx of testosterone was really high..i mean..there are somethings...tht a 16 yr old such as myself.....we can all dream cant we:D(in realtion with sex buddy)
...but the thing is there is no logical way u can get hurt in this way..at least if u think logically..i mean its just physical..so unless the "significant other"decids to castrate u ..u really arent much danger...
hurt ,pain,hate,,,they are emotionally realted...so why feell sumthin thts gonna let u down..wen the end cant be good...ive bin hurt...ive grown more detached each time..its hurts less...but then wats the point..i mean why go thru the whole thing if ur jus gonna get..detached... the thing is wen u are in a skl "realtionship" there really isnt any meaning to it...heck i think most relationships lack meaning..but the truth and this sucks...men atleast the hetrosexual ones
MEN like WOMEN..
and women are frm a different planet..

new

hehe im lovin the new look ...tahnks trqy for the banner..

sex buddy!!!

the coolest idea..i suppose...no commitments...jus fun...wonder!!!

nicest guy!!

being nice doesnt get u anyware...
to understand my highly irritable mood right now...is not understandable...i dont like this..i dont feel like talkin...and i have to many negative thots..i need to get rid of them dhananjai hari: i can feel an antisocial mood comin on for me
sona ranjit: ayoo
dhananjai hari:
sona ranjit: why?
dhananjai hari: ive bin expectin him
sona ranjit: so whts gonna hapen?
dhananjai hari: its abt time i think
sona ranjit: why?
dhananjai hari: dunno each one is different
sona ranjit: why does he have to come?
sona ranjit: why this time?
dhananjai hari: i treat them all as unique individuals
dhananjai hari: dunno ..
dhananjai hari: it feels right i hope it hits me soon
dhananjai hari: and get ova with it.. i suppose
sona ranjit: hmmm
sona ranjit: whats he gonna do to ya?
sona ranjit: I'm very apprehensive of these guys
dhananjai hari: u make them sound evil..
sona ranjit: like I'm kunjum scared of the angry furious dhanu
dhananjai hari: hehe i ve lost so many capabilities
dhananjai hari: ,,,havnt bin angry in a long
dhananjai hari: time
dhananjai hari: cried no..not since germany lost the world cupin 2002
sona ranjit: whoaaaa
dhananjai hari: ive become tolerent ,... more understandin
sona ranjit: dhanuuuu
dhananjai hari: and very passive toward agression
sona ranjit: I'm impressed
dhananjai hari: maybe too passive for my likin
sona ranjit: yeah..isn't it kunjam unnatural?
dhananjai hari: what
dhananjai hari: ???
dhananjai hari: which..
sona ranjit: not having any negative emotions?
sona ranjit: I'm ur so happy
dhananjai hari: hehe im nearly close to being the most perfect human being on earth(hehe thts
sona ranjit: i mean*
dhananjai hari: cocky me talkin)
dhananjai hari: im not always happy...
dhananjai hari: jus...not always sad
sona ranjit: yeah,but never angry???
sona ranjit: or really sad?
dhananjai hari: ya weird ive bin angry....ive hit a fellow human being in the past 2 yrs...but not really intentionaly jus lost it tht day
sona ranjit: hahaha,the scales of ur emotions are tilted to the happy emotions!
dhananjai hari: ive bin relaly sad....jus didnt last for too long...dont let it last for too long rather..
dhananjai hari:
sona ranjit: =)
dhananjai hari: i think happy...most of the time..i think..
dhananjai hari: so,...wen i get down..i always have jueey!!
sona ranjit: hehe
dhananjai hari: THE ONLY THING THT LOVES ME AS MUCH AS I LOVE IT
sona ranjit: juuuey forever
sona ranjit: oh comon,lotsa ppl probably love you as much as u love them
dhananjai hari: yay
dhananjai hari: i dont love anyone
dhananjai hari: i wish i did..cld..will..
dhananjai hari: .i hope soon tho..i really want to feel it

sona ranjit: ahh don't worry
sona ranjit: will happen
sona ranjit: u've got lots of love to give
sona ranjit: someone's gonna come along
dhananjai hari: hmmmf
dhananjai hari: i like satanism
dhananjai hari: i have to become a part of it..
dhananjai hari: dunno how..
dhananjai hari: i went to their web site
sona ranjit: change of suuuuubjectttt*sing song voice*
sona ranjit: lol,like it that much?????
dhananjai hari: yes...
dhananjai hari: u have to take a test an all..cos theyw ant only distinguished..i mean suited individuals
dhananjai hari: who believe in the policies
sona ranjit: hahahahaha
sona ranjit: choos choosy
dhananjai hari: ..ya...
dhananjai hari: but its kk1!!i like their principles...i jus follow them...witout...
dhananjai hari: before i knew it..
dhananjai hari: so this is like jus a conformation
sona ranjit: so cool
sona ranjit: I'm so happy my test led u to ur true religion
dhananjai hari: hehe..yay
sona ranjit: u really are quite suited to it
sona ranjit: funny nah
dhananjai hari: why thank u!!
sona ranjit: THE ULTIMATE GOOD GUY IS LED TO SATANISM

dhananjai hari: hehe nice one
sona ranjit: actually it just sounds scary
sona ranjit: satanism i mean
dhananjai hari: ya...has nothin to do with him tho..
dhananjai hari: anton levey jus likes the word i suppose
sona ranjit: hehe*hug* ur one of the nicest peple i know
dhananjai hari: dunno wat to say to tht
sona ranjit: ah u dont have to say anything chil
sona ranjit: d
dhananjai hari: k!!
sona ranjit: hehe
dhananjai hari: im off!!!
sona ranjit: toodles


HMM OKAY IM EDITING THIS ON THE 19th OF NOVEMBER
thing is tht day when i posted this i was in a really bad mood...im not anymore and i suppose...i shld say somethin...i really do love being the nicest guy...for sum odd reason..it gives me happiness..the tthing is tht day..i thot wats the point..i reallly felt cheated..tht day...but then i suppose good things happen to ppl ..and bad things...i jus really didnt no wat was happenin..and tht convo really doesnt say much...but it was somethin....i really really love beig a nice guy...and im sure some day itll get me some were...jus not on tht day:D

distracted

its true..i am highly distracted..i am always distracted and according to Vasanthy mam'.. "when are u not distracted"
i am so distracted it s like i am concentrating on being distracted...simple things...rather any thing can distract me ...i mean here i am..doing something and even if i see the sight of something that resembles a football i have a strong urge to go kick it...now some would this is due to my love of football and other similar spherical objects but i think,..even though i love football i am generally nearly always but not always distracted...
if i am studying i can figure out a hundred better things to do with that time..if i am doing some thing on the comp i can figure out maybe another 99 better things to do with that time...the infinite reaches of my "distractability" is well.....largely infinite.

being distracted is the ability ,well the knack of being able to be highly focused or concentrated on a particular thing and miss completely
...i suggest that any day is suitable for this..
that first part is quite easy.as u can imagine.
its simply requires one not to give something all of the required attention for a certain specific amount of time.but instead do not give it any attention at all..
now u can see were the difficulty lies*wink wink*
being distracted is highly useful..
it helps appreciate the simpler things in life..like Pink Floyd ..Led Zeppelin..Black Sabbath ,,Iron Maiden .(NOTE:THE EFFORT IN CAPPING THOSE FIRST LETTERS):D ...simple things like ahhh flower..or oh.oh.oh how blue the sky is...and not thinking about certain people u wish u were thinking about ....
being distracted..is in fact one of the most entertaining things in the world ..in fact it is SOMETIMES RATED more entertaining than sex, or an intriguing game of "i hate u"..will u bitch about me behind my back???.
--by some very oddly shaped things called homo sapient.(they are mad bunch of toons those humans .seriously.)
being distracted rocks***
POSTED IN THE INTEREST OF DISTRACTING EVERYONE ELSE.
Dhanu

(NOTE:THR R RDLY NY TYPOS IN T'IS PASSAGEE).(long live mozzilaaa)
man i am going back to short hand this is too much work..besides it really isn't my style

for little meghna

*get betta* this is for u!!!





********get well*********
luv dhanu
p.s :i may not knw u at all but.. get well

me..anti me wha ??who???u know..

well tht title didnt make much sense but thts exactly wat this blog is...
its my anti me....
yes my anti me
i mean it hardly anythin like me...if two worlds of the same polarity eva collided then it wld metaphoricaly depict the situation if u met me and my blog...
my blog tenderly and affectionalty name "jueey"
well here is the big news my blog is soo not meeee (college girl style)
..i mean in jueey ..i the anti me rite about his feelings and stuff(now im tryin to confuse u..rather he is( ahhhhh!!does this make sense???)
well okay stickin to one form of tense now..
well i dhananjai the master of jueey rites:
i rite stuff in this blog stuff i neva tell ppl
i hardly share my emotions ...im kinna selfish tht way..but id sahre a candy bar in an instant and mind u i love candy bars...
but my emotions.hehe
u really have to be like the best thing in the world to experience tht..and then i bore tht person to near and certain death so,,,thts wen things get ugly and well i kinna stop..its happend:P
but its tru this blog has helped me tell stuff tht iwldnt tell normaly ..but then i go around publishin my thoughts in a nearly public background(i mean wat stops frm readin my blog unless it bores u)..
so this blog is the anti me..the uncharacterstic mee..the more or less the deep dish side of me..cos normaly im jus light hearted..and dancin and foolin arnd ..
but this blog errr yeesh so different ...so its my antti me..wonder if i will ever grow im still 5 foot 9 nearly 10 but still 9*sigh*

h2g2

i love everythin abt it,,
long live this work of genius,,,ma tribute to mister adams and his wrks
may his soul rest in peace
42.

field 4 position:D

life is a jueey it really is dunno wat id do without tht phrase its helpd me do so much wiht my life..it keeps me happy ,healthy and optimistic..i kow jueey is actually not a reall word but its betta than bein stuck in FIELD4 position ...lyin on ya bed and jus thinkin...abt certain things tht u wish u wernt thinkin abt /but for me its the second time and oddly enf im gettin betta at this...im takin it well..much to my very onwn surprisee hahahaha.ive gtrown as a human being..and yes i ahve grown otha wise as well..ive nearly 5 feet 10 inches yipty dooo..
sometime u gota love em sometimes u jus gotta hate emm
this post doesnt actually mean anythin in particular jus a bunch of random thoughts tht meant somethin to me ,,for a while at least...so in memory of what happend i wanted to blog it ,,so 25 yrs later i can think and laught abt the whole thin.gloat maybe and basically enjoy the memory...life is a jueey..and sometimes u jus gotta hate the word "friend"
ya really do...but u know wat...it s betta havin them in ya life than not...so if friends is all u get,,then thts all u can take and ..maybe cherish it..
for one thin,,,ive grown,,,and my shell is nearly crackin...
its bin gr8 ,,,leavin room only for betta things to come:D
life is a jueey..
Ritten Sincearly With No Thoughts In Mind
And Really Clueless And Lost ,,,,,But Gettin THERE

(NOTICE HOW BEUTIFULLY "CAPITALIZED" THE FIRST LETTER OF EVRY WORD IN THT PREVIOUS SENTENCE IS:D )
dman
dhanu,dhananjai
and once known as snizzly bear
:D
jus hope things go back to bein gr8
YIPTY DOOO

the v speech

the best speech ever
frm one of the best movies ever this the wordings itsbrilliant

"Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose vis-à-vis an introduction, so let me simply add that it's my very good honour to meet you and you may call me V."

pillai .. his true form

somebody else's life part 2 :still not gettin anyware

i woke up . at last. dunno no how long i was out..a day . a week .there was no way of tellin
cldnt remeber . why was i nex t to this river. why was the river exactly the wrong shade of red. why was i iin this sudden shroud of misery ,darkness,anxt , and then a chilll ran over me..didnt know wat it was , green .i cld see the colour green yes.(it shld mean sumthin i figured) cld see it clearly see it in the bright full moon sky,, neatly snuggled to the side of the tree ,green like a cats eyes..and then i found my self carin. cryin. it hit me like a bolt i was here before i had done this the river was red .. i knew why it because it was filled with the blood of the dead
and it was in this river tht everythin wld fade to black .again and again.. shld have ..it didnt .. i remember everythin ..nothin was rite everythin was rong...obviously
i loved her ..why did i do it
.why did i kill ..her!! did i kill her?? and i thought to myself ..its time i had tht morphine ..
my head was hurtin .. it was the only thin keepin me sane ...arghhhhh the pain.. i was spiralin...
my head it was like ...
close very close ,, my head was like a tea cup......

pillai!!!ahh my hero

a cross of shekar and our sathya we get pillai
charmin, the subject expert(physics ;he calls himself tht),and highly bisexual
pillai sir is truly one of my favourite teachers
he is the best
long live is his class time antics ,the jokes he cracks and his notes god knows wat i wld a hve done without his notes
more than the notes its the time we have in his class tht is reall cool
he is always goin down once in a while to romance with his wife ..comes backsmellin of some fish tht his wife cooks
(she cooks brilliantly we can smell it in class and all we wanna do is go to mehal:p)
the best abt pillai sirs class is the fact tht we have a huge amt of fun weather it is after or durin
or afta class
like today my driver set the scene ..he kept blinkin the cars lights make the roads look like a bloddy disco and sharan and i kept dancin to all the "kuth"tht kept playin on the radio
we bunk go try out all the cheap eatries in town ,,
my !!!the places we find ..awesome
once we replaced his marker witha permanent variety and achieved the results exactly oposite of those tht he wanted ...man the time he spent tryin to rub it off(hilarious)
his "realtionship"with bishen is even more spl thn the one he cherishes
my pillai we salute to u
if it werent fore the tuweesday and thrushdays wld neva be the same:P
long live pillai and the 8-30 to 9-30 batch
hahahahahahahah=))