story of somebody elses life part1

it close.. very close ..my head was like a tea cup.. a torment of torrenting toughts .like a storm it was close.brewing ever so slowly yet ever so dangerously .arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !@#k damn the!#@4 ahhhhhhhhh. screamin not new in or to my head .personally im gettin quiet tired
of it.....
there was nothin left to hang on to it was over.it was all over . the only thing tht made me realise tht this wasnt a dream is wen the i hit the ground .it felt clear ohh all so clear and evryting jsu fit into place .like a million peace jig saw of the sky come togetther finaly it jus fell into place ..I FELL into place.rite were i belonged ..i already smelled like one of the dead ..haha it was all over .finaly.
evrythin went black there was nothin more left foe me to hang on to ..and there it was tht last eyelid jus closin tick ...tick....tick
i was done.

ya baby we sure rocked tht won!!

thts us winnin aahh we did rock tht show
in my skl life there are few things tht ill truly treasure .... i mean im not outa skl yet but its not like i have all my life remainin but this 1 is so spl to me and maybe a little more to arun sarkar .. but its spl all the same
i mean ..sry back to what i was thikin of ..REVERBERATIONS 07 oh ya shagooooooo!!(hehe ) we really won tht one we came first .numero uno. our skl was placed first and we sure as hell deserved it.
with arun the star more or less(personal note in case i eva forget this chap{unlikely:})he wld a loved all tht attention:P
any way we one the whole god damn thin it was so fuckin brill.
evry event our name was in the top three
and most of all the events i think ill neva forget mine and aruns performence in the western music event
i mean it was the best ..2 of us on stage and banned frm doin the event (stupid princy )i bunked skl ..and we hadnt even registered for the evnt until like an hour before the event
so here we are in the middle of the audi out side the gates lookin like a bunch of bohemian artsits in uniform jammin away on our guitars
..and the judges givin us this look and walkin in ..(we new the band unwind buddies)..so here we are thinkin of wat to do..i mean i was so rusty on the guitar and here we were keepin things on the siimple side of complicated .
we played 2 songs and i cant believe the reception we got frm the crowd the first one was i brain child of aruns somethin we made a medley of jimi dear and extreme it souded good and man the crowd went wild for tht one woah baby shagooooooooooooooooooooo... the second was somethin iw as beggin arun to play for a while now a chord progression tht our guitar tutor joshua taught us .. and he used to make a song for his girl ..anyway tht came out even betta and the whole crowd was dancin to our tune ..man they treally loved us ..i really can t explain this experience in wrds u ahve to get into my head..
ahhhhhh the elation of my mind everytime i think abt it ..feels incredible
finally wen they anounced out names as the overall winners we all ra on stage and nearly knockd down ygb vikram and unikrishnan man we ad a balst ,,
i stilll have the trophy hehe didnt bother returnin it to skl.. i thik i shld tho :P
...shall take a pic of it and then do it . our batch 2006-07 rocks we are the masters of cults truly we also won orca too bad we break up by the end of this yr ..who knows we mite neva eva be forgotten..
oh our performence was shot on vedio by some nice bloke if i eva get my hands on it im gonan blog it babt

my god !!!!!

sheesh u know there are so many face less guitarists in the world but my lord if u can play like this guy ...my nobody will eva forget u...bein a guitarist myself woah baby this guy is amzin!!!

my little cuz vanni

my cousin my cutie !!! and god know s were she learned to do tht

Eef you come today

you'll get super toned abs after watching this...u'll laugh SOO much!!
sona ranjit: eeeeeeeeeeef you come today...NONO! it's tooo bad!!
sona ranjit: ::
sona ranjit: HAHAHAHHAAHAHAHA
sona ranjit: and EEEF you say say MAaarning!!
sona ranjit: NONO!!that is not good..Daaaarlnnnnnnn
sona ranjit: WHAT did you say???
sona ranjit: Nothing?
sona ranjit: its okay...you fix the time..tickticktciticktick
wat ay song ..hilarious jus cant get over it

liars(part 1)
liars ,liars,liars(chaos and screamin women)

the symphony of phony has begun
take your seats ladies and gentle men
forgive me
its time to pay our respects to the execution of hypocracy


lying colts decieving frauds
shake up a cold in black and white
kill for money and destroy for gold
this must end now
youve reached the last stop
see the belly of fire
this is hell the last stop
kill em all (hahahaha)

we need a revolution

(this was originally meant for cvians.com but i didnt have the patience to wait for tariqs reply so..)
IM sick of all the puppets
and i mean tht quite litrelaly(sry abt the spellins)
its wat all our school leaders are.(sry no offence, but really face it , its wat u are) and the fact tht we cldnt choose thos f***kin puppets makes this post filled with more resentment than ever b fore
actually if i eva look back at this id laugh(i hope.. or look back dissapointed tht it didnt make an impact)
but right now it is very dear to my heart and the fact is WE ARE IN THE 12TH wat the f**k are we doin in skl.its all we seem to do we jus sit like mindless , motionless inanitmate objects
listenin to sum usless teacher yappin on and on abt useless stuff tht we will actually neva use in our f**kin lives
we need some first hand experience, we need to get out thr and do sumthin
we need to go for culturals evnts ,tounaments.. expose ourselves to the arts and sciences
we a re kids aftaall
think abt it
they say"lets give the 9th and 10th guys a chance "i say screw u ..were was this opportunity wen we were int he 9 th and 10th(i went .. but b sides the point)
fact of the matta is this is our last year we need to do as much as we can to actually trreasure it
i say if our so called"puppets" cant do jack
then it is up to us .. the students . the ppl . the students . the true body of the skl
get them to know how we think ... rather how we shld be thinkin
lets start a revolutioN
ITS ABOUT TIME .
wat has our skl done for us to remember to ACTUALLY remember this crucial yr
..Copyin the skl system of SBOA and DAV(with those stupid pointless weekly tests)
and THEN WE call OURSELVES "THE SKL WITH A F**KIN DIFFERNECE" I SAY FUCK U
its abt time
it s wat we need .its wat the future of skl needs. it needs liberation
OUR SKL needS a REVOLUTION

the people passtime

life is al abt the simple thinks(and tht is not a spellin mistake)
an aquarian neva finds a way or time to get bored. u are always doin sumthin
for one aquarians generlly love to analyse ppl .more than tht it is awesome fun
wen i first meet sumone its jus observin(unless im feelin oblivious to the wrld then evn if adrinna lima was in frnt of em i wldnt notice.............. but id propably be hinkkin of her:P) body language , character and general tone on life
for instance if sumone say the sentence"life is so borin" then tht person is propably borin..and so unimaginative and not doin sumthin abt it(ur givin off if err ..ur jus sake of sayin it)
but ofcourse this is my head so wateva happens in thr be longs to me. since i dont like the idea of passin judgement on sumone until i actually know them welll enf ..i observe them and then decide if it is wrth it or not.
:P
( i do this to avoid bordom and keep my mind occupied .... rest of the time its all abt the present ... my policy is to live and let live .. wateva is meant to happen wiilll happen u jus got to have sum contrl ova tht or jus totaly let go)its good fun analysin ppl , assesing(sry donno tht spellin) wat they mean to u , how they can be useful in ur life, is wrth havin them arnd , are the gonna be part of ur future or the present or will they be good memories after sumtime or are they wrth discardin or to be used as toools .any of these options will always impact ur life and knowin whom to have arnd is always important. it always makes chosin friends easier

the best part abt all this
is u can neva get bored ...after all its ya mind .. and wen alone with ya thoughts it can go wild
make up stories abt thes pplwho may or may not mean anythin to u
make it so real in ya mind tht at one point u start feelin love anger hate and joy at different parts of ya stry
for example once i was thinkin of somethin sagar had said to me and then suddenly he was in my head so i started the sagar stry which ended up with me beatin the day lights out of him:P
but of course in real life (he is going to the gym an alll makes me wonder if he is umm well neva mind) i wld neva do a thing like tht
with such imagination and so many ppl to wonder abt . wat they are doin . wat they mite be thinkin .. wat is happenin . livin in ya own imagination ,, i always wonder how life cld eva get borin???

detached!!

suddenly i feel like the lady in sex and the city rittin down my emotions of the day(thanks to a friend i actually sat down for 2 episodes .not bad i must say)anyway wat ir eally wanted to rite abt is this feeling of detachment
its brilliant really and i think its an aquarian thing jus ask candy:P
detachment it is jus the emotion of being emotionless a feeling of no feeling .comfortably numb.
seriously i cldnt care less if an ex was goin out with anyone it wldnt matta if a best friend left town (thing abt being detached u tend not to have a best friend jus a couple of good friends) or if an aquiantice died (little extreme but its kinna tru)
but uknow sumthin this s jus the upside of detachment .hehe the funny thing is tht it is also the downside
but me bein optimist i guess i tend to look at the first option but im obliged to explaint he latter how eva tht is spelt (this whole blog is filled with spellin mistakes)
it s this very detachment tht keeps u frm gettin close to anyone i guess it is a protective measure but its the truth fortunately im an optomist yay!
it keeps u frm belongin to sumthin but always keeps u longin in a weird sense but tht is only on one of ur lonlier days but yet its tru
one thin i aprreciate is the armed forces they must be the most detached ppl towards their families yet so attached to their country and for tht kudos my brothers in arms

chennai seriously!

neva liked the name chennai eva since they changed it frm madras
its neva bin the same sumthin doesnt click
it was this posh thing madras . later with the help with one of my more philsophical friends it got changed to madrascal
chennai :thnk abt it chennai 32 for the olympics it jus doesnt fit howeva
madras 36 sounds semi decent
the name madrascal is so fit for this city i hope they dont change it this tho .(prefer it to chennai):)
funny thin it still hasnt sunk in to half of madras ,tht this city is called chennai.
i remember on a very faithful nite listenin to beautiful music parikrama and led zepplica they asked us if wanted the be addresd as the crowd off iit-madras or iit-chennai .i think i heard an uninimous reply of"iit-madras"it jus sent a feelin of warmth acrss me(also the fact tht thr was 6500 ppl pushin me against the baricade)but still .. for those who b long to the era when chennai was madras i think itll always be madras to them.
long live madrascal:P

the ball

woah !!
tht is a big ball dont ya think
funny this ball can do more than a huge parade of politicians and diplomats and all thos other tics
. life in an 8 inch diameter im all for it