jueey™

I'm back..somewhat

2009-09-15T23:06:00.002+05:30

wow looks like with mridus death my blog died too.. this is being done so that ..something happens a new creative spark ignites and maybe i can still write.. to a new dawn ..hopefully not a false one

r.i.p Mridula

2008-09-25T01:03:00.004+05:30

recentlyA friend died..
i knew her.. but i guess i never kept in touch ... she was quite a person..

its rather weird to write about her.. i used to sit next to her in class..
creative .. high strung and smiling.. talking a lot.. and she remembered me when i didn't remember her..

i guess i could easily have kept in touch with her..but i didnt ..
she was truly loved ..the mere fact that people who barely knew her had such a bad reaction to her loss, is proof in itself..

Mridula i hope you are well now :)

the future holds me in the cradle of new age.. age of Aquarius

2008-05-07T23:48:00.006+05:30

bits and peices of life altering conversation

ne: :p

my mums theory : im the only kid.she has no back ups as she calls it..so..im not allowed to do some stuff

do u like soldier of fortune
?

dhananjai: haha!! :P

funny..

yes..

you know something .. you and i... we are proabably bastard grand children of genghiz kahn :)

ne: ahem..why?

and my dad keeps telling ppl we're realted..as in him an G.khan/..bit random,...but he does.. :s theres a strange story i believe

dhananjai: well most indians are actually decended from mongolians.. and well at one point genghiz kahn...raped so many women while plundering india of it beuty and wealth.. that we are his bastard children.. :D

i have secret hopes and wishes in the same wavelength :)

and now its not so secret any more :(

ne: as whom?

dhananjai: bugger me..

ne: us strange tonight..hehe

dhananjai: as whom ?

what do you mean..

ne: i have secret hopes and wishes in the same wavelength :)

as whom

dhananjai: i think we have great potential to be stranger..

:D oh as me.. :D

ne: whos we?>

dhananjai: we would be us 2..

wait i shall explain..

ne: do

dhananjai: i have hopes and dreams like that of genghiz kahn

ne: to go rape a mill females?

to be strange looking and have an unpleasnt rep? :s

* frowns *

dhananjai: shall go out to different lands .. and shall leave my mark..eventually when the world is really really really really really old..and i m not alive ..everybody will be related to me :)

ne: why on earth?

dhananjai: shall inherit my qualities.. and itll be the dawn of a new more progressive age

ne: hahahahhhaa

aa h...

o..now im laughing lots

monkeyy..

dhananjai: why.. :(

ne: awwh

no reason..no reason what so evr

dhananjai: its my way of contributing to the progress of humanity..

ne: u really dont need to at such vast reaches

dhananjai: i just need to find similar thinking female companions.. :D also..i should be wary of std's so itll be challenging..this is now my new life aim

ne: our country does enough for the world popn...without u single handedly leavin g "ur mark" was it? :p

dhananjai: all for superiour human species..

ne: slutty females?

dhananjai: hmm no..

ne: i believe my coll is abundantly overflowing with em

dhananjai: no slutty females are useless in my quest for new superiour human race..

ne: if u dont mind the national language all the time, youre set

we-ll..to match ur mindset....they'll have to be reallly open minded or realllly weird..or slutty

third option comes naturally to several females

mosquitoes!!!Aaarghh

dhananjai: no ..useless..i need women who are in the prime of the fertility... smart.. progressive.. and well they should be willing to bear fruit with your truly..and i'l be busy spreading new world order.. while at some point.. my philosphy of life wil spread

ne: haaaaaaaaaaaahahahhahhahhahahaaaa

ROFL

hahahahahhahahahahahahahhahaaaa

ne: hahahhahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaa

AAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAaaaa

hehehehheeahaha

aaaah..

other parts of the conversation have been deleted in order for the world to experience what it does not know.. .i cant show it to you..then you'll know whats happening.(and may rise to unnecessary rebellion).stranger things are happening in the background and slowly the plan will be in motion..i would suspect you not to laugh at the plan..
the person/object once known as ne... will forever after this remain in obscurity hidden behind the Clouds..

i respect rebellions..my life is based on rebelions..it helps people grow.. but there is a time and place.. and it will be at end of the age... peace will arrive at gates of a new dawn..an age of the Aquarius.. peace progress and everything else

my name is Dhananajai
Life Is A Jueey
you are all my decendents..(when time is around the year 2600.)

more abt the age of Aquarius:
its just beautiful.. research for yourself.. it'll be time for all things peaceful..music will blossom.. progress in science.. and essentially the world and universe at large..

more from the present day and age (logged below for convenience -penned by some author)
::::The key phrase for Aquarius is "I Know," but that knowledge is not a righteous, superior or exclusionary knowledge. It's a sort of wisdom that draws people together, for Aquarians are, above all else, social animals. They crave interaction with large groups of people, thriving in humanitarian and social causes and in any situation where collective thought, innovation and cooperation are required. They tend to be eccentric and disdainful of tradition and -- while they love magic and believe in the esoteric arts -- prefer to discover knowledge through scientific experimentation and exploration.

Technology is like a hobby for the Water Bearer. Aquarians stockpile all the new gadgets on the market and are at ease in front of a computer or connected to a cell phone. Sure, they're trendy -- they need to be at the forefront, in the midst of the social action, up on the hottest fads -- but they also truly love other people and believe strongly in the independent spirit.

Sociable, open-minded, innovative, eschewing of tradition, scientific and technologically driven. If we extract these qualities from the individual and apply them to the world, we can see what the Aquarian Age is all about. We will loosen the ties of tradition and forge ahead in a cooperative effort to improve human relations and also the relations between ourselves and our world. We will be respectful yet also playfully, intelligently rebellious. We will admire and encourage individuality and embrace differences rather than fear them.

There's no way to know where the Age of Aquarius will lead us all. Who knows what the world will be like in the year 4000? As science proves that we are all one race -- that no matter our color or origin, we are all essentially the same beneath our skin -- we will also grow, change and learn to adapt to one another's cultural and individual differences. We have an opportunity to apply the most positive qualities of Aquarius -- intellectual openness, humanitarianism and compassion for the environment -- to making our world a more considerate, benevolent and accepting place:::

manipal

2008-03-19T20:22:00.007+05:30

o'neil :)
bhav
priya and me :) kiki ness

In all my life..since i was old enough to start being the person ive become..
ive always wanted something to happen like what happened in manipal..

trip..traveling..the sheer joy friends ..making new friends..trying new things..this is what life is about..adventure.. (bombay was fun as well..IRON MAIDEN BABY)
this is what my life is about..
i will never forget this trip.. i may not have any pictures about this trip..but my memory will serve me well till i become senile..
this is what LIFE IS ABOUT.. A DREAM..A MOVIE..A REAL LIFE..MY LIFE.. it was everything i wanted it to be and more.. i miss it..i love it.. ill always cheerish it :)
bahv and o'neil ..thanks mate

the days prophet

2008-01-29T20:30:00.000+05:30

and as the temples we all worship
falls to the ground
we all sink into a deep sea of pussy.
it being the last stop of a dangerous
and conservative nation
a sea of ants march only to be crushed
by the strong aroma of soothing butterflies

sweet up and down
is in the presence of the wrathchild
as the indians play in the dirt.
rattle in the sweet acid wild
cooled by the vast beach and beautful naked sight

grand is the day
optimistic in its pessimistic premise
a new age of the aquarius.
liberal free and swimming in a wet dream
come with us
spreading the water everywhere

chubby and sahil they were witness

fb graffiti

2008-01-14T01:13:00.000+05:30

from rtto davey

to that bum arun

from k bird
to rt
from vu

to vu ..this is good

to tariq

to sitara..you cut my hair :(

from ne

from davey ..awesome :)

crazy dude .. what a "trip"

2007-12-26T13:35:00.000+05:30

:):)

it could happen to any of us sometime

2007-11-26T01:10:00.000+05:30

click on image .for viewing "it could happen to any of us ..sometime"
arbit,
echoeos
jerk it out
tunnel vision
rusty old boat
let it rain
summers end
haha 8-0
straight throught the telephone pole
defunked
defunked
defunked..dare you steal that from me..ive been aight bloggy..
cousines home good fun.. havent touched books in while...not feeling creative ..but feeling very musical..not good combo not making new stuff... jus playing the same old jazz :D :D
i want my defunked...arun you motherfucker..
anyway thats all till now cya when feeling more creative ta ta...apparently im famous in my class..cause i havent attended it even for a day :D :P hehe forget day not even an hour
well thats in manipa note to self...should go there sometime :D

take that time

2007-10-30T21:24:00.000+05:30

and again after so long..i wipe the dust of my blog to write yet another arbit entry

in my life and ive had a long and rather wonderful life...friendships and romances never really strayed to my path...
at least not as often as id liked at least on the romances bit...
but ive been quite lucky with the other department...in scholo i had my friends..but no real best friend or anything like that..
but in coll it started with me barely knowing any of them and yet speaking to them ive known them for ever
yes as strange is it may seem i like coll....its not freedom i hoped for..its no libral...its rather right wing conservative and very very fond of rice..
but otherwise coll is a ball..
and i think i might enjoy the next 4 years ..all be it i don't really like rice that often...

its all so new ,and great complements to the vu

2007-09-27T22:33:00.000+05:30

well college has finally started and its not bad...found a nice group to hang out with ..yeah things are looking up..
well this post isnt really abt coll its abt randomness and how very enjoyable it can be ..
how randomly you can make friends...never spoke to someone in person but nice it is to chat to the same person online..funny thing that is... its interesting..i dont think we ever devulged too much private information ..its all abt random topics ..and how rare it is too find jus to talk abt.total randomness i say .its all new and great complements to the vu. :)

they are a changing

2007-08-30T01:31:00.000+05:30

well i havent written any anti me posts in a long while...
and thats partly becuase of feeling..or the general lack of it
yes past couple of months..and i do mean months..i havent had any emotional experiences..not really anyway...i hoped that during this time in my life i would have things going for me..but my heart and my head has jus konked off..and bugger me if i didn't do anything about it

and now when i slowly re-enter the social idiocies society asks me to face in coll i wonder if i'm still the same guy..tho i may not have been emote-ing
or feeling something...i have had many things happen to me (mostly things i did to myself)this summer...largly dull and pointless..
i have inflicted myslef through a lot...i tested myself..tho i hate to admit it..i can be alone...i can take care of myself..i can do a lot...jus let me do it...
but what i can do and what i want to do..and what my parents want me to do..seems to be a large conflict of interest..
and the past few nights ..under the full moon...i sat on my balcony listening to music..and asking myself some questions ....
i doubt i'll ever be the same...i suddenly feel angry..little sad.. a little not me..
but maybe this is a new me...my skin getting replaced..im not quite sure..but i do know one thing..liverpool is winning...
and in my future...and as well as i know me...i think i might jus find some answers....

vague and pointless...but it had to be done

roll away in the dew..it will ring my fire..and lose you weight

2007-07-06T13:04:00.000+05:30

as i walked down the very uncertain roads of chennai...
i felt everything go by..it was beautiful..
the sky bloomed and the extreme corner of this road i saw everything pass by..the sound of old cars..
the radio playing at the stall be hind me..it was early in the morning..
so there it was..the vegetable i had been looking for...
i walked towards my holy vegetable...but as it had tp be ...crowds of funny men and funny women decided to rush past in a furry...it was the immaculate description of chennais great and mind boggling vegetable markets..
a touch of Grey kinna suits u anyway...thats all i had to say..
i will get by..
that song is so good..i don't why ppl listen to shit..common...the grateful dead jus makes u sway...
sorry im listening o that song so....
yes back to vegetable markets..yeah well these vegetable markets are filled with fish...im not lying...
u can find fish ,chicken.mutton and obviously beef and other non wild animals..domesticated to death..quite litrelly..
the magnolias grew on the river side...well don't imagine the kuom..bum...thing like the olden days..
damn nobody shares my vision...and stupid d.n.a is dead...all of u are bums..cant think like i do..waste ..naiya kutty's
why is no one retro they asked...me..i said who want st o living in the past...it s the past ..the future..is like the next best thing (yeah that was funny)
the vegetable markets...
it was filled with he aromas of old ladies..with sleepless breath and oddly enough very well worked out malnutritional men...
the aroma of the fish was quite over powering..me being mallu...how does it matter...
u know mallus and bengalis are so similar..we are nearly the same race,,we jus speak different languages many letters apart..
the friend of the devil i s a friend of mine..
red people shake hands...the moon come out..we swim to it...
the car is far awy...it looks like it s coming close.r..and the funny thing is that it s too fast to escape it...
i can imagine my self ..sitting on the comp swaying to the music..and typing this article is tht wired or the "double mirrored on opposite sides."
effect...alright im getting like..totally..and omg..i hate them dumb chicks...
cant stand them..and ones who awww for nothing..u should all be hung.
and the ones who are like.. yaeh ..someday...
:)
got to go luv...catch ya later..
mwah..my blog..jueey....why are the u only one..
im too nice.

stort of someone elses life :this part is called does it matter

2007-06-28T03:06:00.000+05:30

as the night set in .ever so slowly...i couldnt help but feel suffocated..the still of the night really made wanna breathe again
freash.
it was dark and cold night...i walked down..the flight of stairs in the abandoned building..not really abandoned it had been my home for more than a year now...a year is it..lost track of time....
nothing worked..it was a hell hole...
in the past so many months ive learnt many things...
how to steal ..how to kill and most importantly how not to feel any more...
i strolled along the streets..the night was turning colder and my heart was racing jus tht much faster...
there was this inexplicable lull of immaculate noise...
it was leading to something..something big...

damn it

2007-06-21T16:43:00.000+05:30

damn it damn it damn it
im so sorry blog happy belated birthday..
may 26th..damn so sorry i forgot

buga boo

2007-06-08T03:37:00.000+05:30

as my holidays moves along with painful ease..
its finally hit me..and its hit me good..i need to get into college..yes ive already got manipal..but somehow i still feel incomplete ,like i could have done more...
so loyola results await..xaviers yet to fill..time passes with simplicity..yet painfully
not as painfull as hitting a brick wall whilst travelling at break neck speeds
painfull as it would be if your back itches and you couldnt reach it.not painful as if someone's heart to be broken.. its painful as in u just missed to 1 o clock train by a minute
..everything is just drifting ,unconciously with great effort avoiding the cacophony of my thoughts..
its jus moving along

i will remember these early days of june 2007 not for the beautiful breeze..or the aerosmith concert or my trip to bangalore..ill remember this early days of june 2007 for the time it took..

for the time it took..
the time it took...
time...
buggga boooooooo! :D today i pray for the best..the joys of others and their happinesses. heartbreaks of others..whilst my own uncompromising future being coldly calculated by the hands of those whom i cannot see..

sometime eh!!

2007-05-17T04:52:00.000+05:30

as my association with my well known habbit of nothingness grows, i have only a few things left on my mind..my new found old talent of doing nothing.
and the hope that i get in to a st.xaviers..blimmey their course is awesome
i hope lfc win the champions league for the 6th time..that would really make me happy

anyway..as i shake the dust of my blog..long time..and this year the frequency hasnt been all that high but the quality of writing has improved i think. leaving all that aside..ive had plenty of time to dream ,to travel to experiment..but as it had to be, chennai is nothing but a pan of really hot smouldering people with insufferable case of "oh kaduvulai im dying" and and even more annoying auto drivers..things couldnt realy get more outgoing..
so here it is i travel ...and the hopes that someday these travels will be real and not just in my head.i dream .i listen to good music.
i dream
is that so wrong..to want to go to amsterdam take in sights..the people..and lots of other things.. :D but its something i always wanted ..even before the knowing..(everybody knows the knowing :D) with the fine flowers and women and the drugs...the rivers, the boats, the architecture...the hope that in Europe my dreams ..yes my dreams...that a fantasy will happen..somethings so unlikely that it can only take place in your head..
so as i listen to my collection of allman brothers band..and my dream to someday make it to amsetrdam..listen to jazz..have a bit of drink...bit of smoke..a bit of beauty..
and the fine taste of my dreams in my mouth..
i think ill be eaternly happy..eternly...
dreams huh!! dont we all ..

the million dollar question

2007-04-24T02:34:00.001+05:30

<<<<<<<?>>>>>>>
the story of the great Question mark
characters :
? - the great Question mark
<<< - greater arrow gaurds
>>> - lesser arrow gaurds
....... - the dot people

<<<<<<<<?>>>>>>>>>
the great Question mark
surrounded by the Arrow Guards

see the thing about the gr8 Question mark..was he was a BIG question himself quite literally
nobody quite new what he was doing there in fact his staggering curved presence was quite err lets just say staggering..
and those Arrow Guards were quite amused
in fact the gr8 Question mark never questioned the Arrow Guards on why they were amused.

for quite frankly he was question him self.so he couldn't get the really staggering picture..so what rite did he have to question the arrows that kept the question mark in fact a question and not an answer..in essence was it possible that the question mark was questioning his own questionability..his own authority??

most of the "...."people
didn't no what to to say to the arrow head cos they were always left hanging in fact the questions were thrown at the giant question mark with the help of arrows

honestly the gr8 Question mark didn't know the answers and left the dots quite like a bunch of silly marks on piece of paper just like this -> .................
nobody wanted to do what the gr8 Question mark did
for every time some questioned why he was there ,,he would claim..i dunno..i'm just an arrow and old arrow sitting on a dot..the accumulation of questions wore him down..and hence he became a question mark
the aging arrow without answers led to its own unanswered destruction ultimately forcing the next poor arrow to take over
the problem was.why did the question mark become so gr8
the answer was quite simple really..
HE DIDN'T KNOW THE ANSWERS

the questions how ever were quite reasonable
like for what joy did question marks exist ??

(contd of the previous..question..in fact scientists many years latter found out why the question mark exist .why it had become so gr8.the scientists how ever were displeased with their observations .forever destested the question mark..only to find out later that if they did there would be a great anarchy in the dot kingdom..ultimately they had to make their peace)

in fact what was noticed was..that the question mark was a glory hunter always stood at the back of the line but curiously enough he hogged all the credit..no wonder the question mark became the gr8 Question mark...

thank you for reading this questionable posts and its darkest motives..you will be fore ever blessed if ud comment on it :P..
this unintelligent and obscure peice of work was created when a friend of mine and me were having a lousy conversation..so i had to make up this story

random musings..there is a warning

2007-04-01T02:14:00.000+05:30

well that was me at around 4 am..i took the pic put it on the post..and went on to stay up till 5 am.weird night it was
***warning i have mentioned random things here..***
its a far cry from sanity my life.. these past few days..
and in my blog is where i confess..that i love it..i have contemplated saving the world
becoming a nice yellow lemon(to jump into a giant ocean of gin and tonic. only later figure out there isn't a ocean that big enough..so i settled for pretending to be a lemon jumping in and out of my apartments swimming pool)

i have done some wild and crazy things like contemplate getting into college..my future(do i have one)

u know and all the other stuff a school pass out KID/TEEN AGER/NEARLY A MAN would do. like start a blog with one of his aquarinest friends(ya candy u know what i'm talking about)
b sides all that..i tickled my self yesterday saying the word buzzz..kavya (another aquarian..u see i have a liking towars us aquarians..mostly because i am one )would know about that.
i told a girl that its a good time to satisfy her boyfriend (poor ne,sorry about that)
i told another girl that a guy liked her...knowing fully well that she probably didn't like him the same way

all in all bloggy(my blog for the readers) dearest i've bin doing nothing productive
i've just bin dazzling hero of political incorrectness.
i love top gear.(random yes..but they are brilliant)
i've bin up for the past 5 days odd ...till correctly about 5 am
listening to music..like sly and the family stone.thinking of ways to save the world..while conveniently talking to people over the internet..i have realized that my moms selfish reason to take me to kerala may not be all that bad...

i don't know whats happening .but i have feeling that im not in control of it,it being everything..frankly i like not being in control of anything(not in leadership or football sorta off a way) but in life...
i just like keep those sails open catch the free breeze and never get to the point.*(in anything.you will notice as u read along)

hehe tariq tomme once that i was born to screw up ..and i used to stick out my tounge every time (just ask anyone who has chatted with me on yahoo) but u know something
in my life i know how i want the journey to be..i just have no clue were the bloody hell the destination is..u know ppl like sonali would understand that..she KNEW me well :D

but know i dont know..
im back to being detached not really close to anyone..well there is sagar some mite say(MITE SAY)..but dunno he just isnt a girl..

guys are the best...trust me ..to hang around have good time..but i seem to have a cut off..there is only so much i cant do...i love being around guys..im a total bloke that way(the music we make,thanks arun..the jokes we crack..thanks everyone.the insane amounts of time we spent doing nothing.again thanks everyone)..

girls just seem to be girls wen i hang around them they ask me silly things like how their hair is?? and if the new nail polish is nice??(its okay priya u can keep on asking me ill be nice to you unless i really dont like it)..frankly in all those matters i am as useless as the wall ur leaning against wen ur doing nothing..but then again that same wall is giving u support..so basically im as useless as u wen ur doing nothing but standing on that wall
anyway..were was i..ya guys..i have awesome fun playing football..frankly it enough to keep me satisfied..i wouldn't need anything more emotionally..but this is a long post and i intend to make it longer..
well so why cant i get close to a guy..partly because
a)he is a guy..he doesnt have girl parts..like ovaries,breasts,and other such beautiful creations(equally bad wen they decide turn against you) but at the same time..i dont like hanging around em now why is that...answer
cos they have girl parts like ovaries,breasts,and other such beautiful creations(equally awesome wen they decide to "turn on" you)hehe get the pun
i basically wrote this whole post to put tht pun in :D
well its 3 23 am(after editing and adding things)..it really isnt my fault i get mad around this time..frankly ive bin geting quite a wee bit mad lately
oh i would also like to mention in this post.i got a new harp.its awesome..may the heavens bless us all. i DHANANJA BLESS YOU ALL TO BLESS YOURSELVES LONG LIVE LIVERPOOL FC AND SATANISM,AND FEMALE BODY PARTS..MEN IN GENERAL.MUSIC my saviour.BRITISH HUMOR.LITTLE TINY DROPS OF SALIVA AND THE NUMBER 8.THE WORD BUZZ.LIFE IS A JUEEY!.BLOGGING.AGEING.MOVIES.BOOKS.THE SUPREME COURT.OUR LOUSY INDIAN TEAM(i hope they live).GOOD FRIENDS.GOOD TIMES.
PS.this is the first time im mentioning people so explictily in my blog.like in some of my friends posts..these arnt the ppl i love or any jazz like tht..these are the ppl.i jus happened to be talkin to these past days...
sahil if u read this..man..its about time
DAMN I NEED TO GET OUT MORE..ANYBODY WANNA GO FOR A MOVIE OR A PLAY.OR FOR DINNER???

TO "C" OR NOT TO "C"

2007-03-28T20:40:00.001+05:30

some thing me and candy are trying out..its there in the links section(of my blog)...please do check it out...
u wont be disappointed
else use the following link

here

this is the intro for the above link
Well..now that our blog is somewhat up and some what running..
I think we should introduce ourselves and the blog
well the blog is 2 part owned.
Part 1 Consists of Candy(aka Ashwin Candade)
Part 2 Consists of Dman(aka Dhananjai Hari)
Its our creative common..It is here were we share our passion for movies and film making
but this is more or less our "critic" blog.. in a manner of speaking.
It is here were we write our reviews to the movie we all love to hate..and hate to love..or plan and simply hate/love.
It is here were we recomend the movie you should "c" and maybe not "c"(a nice modification of hamlet don't you think ;)

If there are any movies you want us to review please leave us a message and we shall respond A.S.A.P.
With love
candy and dman
ps..please feel free to comment and share your opinions on the movie..
also maintain sanity dignity and respect.it is a public forum sort of

2007-03-17T14:07:00.000+05:30

some thing i did for fun..a gift to my blog
:D
my love

confessions of a bloggin shadow...!!

2007-02-26T01:14:00.001+05:30

(<-woohoo thts me dancing away to glory)

A LITTLE SOMETHING ABOUT ME :- (A PAGE IN MY LIFE..FOR THAT U SHOULD KNOW WHO I AM)well im a shadow ..kinna 2-d yeah yeah dont laugh u dont realise how hard it is to be skinny and and flat..
well i wlda done this at churrch but well tht bum dhananjai wld be there as welll
i mean whats rong with tht guy...quite litrelly all he does is follow me around all day...i mean he starts were i end..u realy cant make out the difference between my end and his beginning.wat a bum he is...i think he quite attached to me... i dont blame him ..i mean look at me..im the cOOLest blaCk thing around..
well diary this is wat i have to confess..
im starting to get annoyed with mr.dhananjai...all he ever does is scream life is a jueey...
even if he is in a dessert he'd be singing it frm the tallest branch of the tallest tree...im kinna getting annoyed...moreover he's always listenin to good music and stuff...seriously cld he be more lame...i mean were is all the hip hop and pop and all tht other rubbish stufff...
he is always thinkin abt music..and i mean his board exams are in a couple days and he doesnt even bother to sit down and study...i mean rite now he is sitting on front of this giant light giving screeen makin silly noices on some tappin apparatus...of which i have not had the pleasure to meet...he always does tht leaves me out of conversations....he jus looks at me some times and realises tht ahh this is an opportunity to be mean..and jus goes and stands under some treee..
i dont like it...well rite now dear diary i have to go there is some other shadow in this room and he doesnt like me to much..askin me to bugger off...aye..ill be back..my black heart yearns to tell him off

salty water blues!!

2007-01-16T20:21:00.000+05:30

(salty water blues.1.)
(->thts the money we had .2. i took the foto yummy isnt it)

its lovely 7 friends guys..my favourite type of friends...jus roaming arnd eatin havin a good time..no money jus salty water blues

butterflies sailed on the breeze
sounds of colour ate me alive
reds were afray indigo lapsed
see the sound of salty water blues

found the winds to blow
my soul was bleeding out
i watched in the afterglow
virgin sands..
sing 'em salty water blues

the sky moved sideways
everything else seemed to die away
all was left was shades of Grey
eyay

its the salty water blues..
no hues jus salty water blues
restless joes
no mindless blows
'em salty water blues

7cats pranced on the beach
pissing out gold and indigo hues
nuts and italian peach
sing 'em salty water blues
..memories etched eh!!

Its ok video

2006-12-30T15:27:00.001+05:30

junk yard groove ppl..this is one really cool band..and they are indian thts the best part..they are right up there with parikrama and moksha(may leon's soul rest in peace)..wow

ig noble!!

2006-12-29T14:23:00.000+05:30

The Ig Nobel Prizes are a parody of the Nobel Prizes for ten achievements that "first make people laugh, and then make them think."
The name is a play on the word "ignoble" and the name "Nobel" after Alfred Nobel. The official pronunciation used during the ceremony is "ig no-BELL" (IPA: ɪg nəʊ bɛl) it is not pronounced like the word "ig-noble" (ig-NOH-buhl, IPA: /ɪgˈnoʊbəl/) — but this distinction eludes many people.
..this is brilliant stuff..some of my favourite awards are..
(dont bother readin the names the reason for the award is right after their names)

Ornithology: Ivan R. Schwab, of the University of California Davis, and the late Philip R.A. May of the University of California Los Angeles, for exploring and explaining why woodpeckers don't get headaches.

Medicine: Francis M. Fesmire of the University of Tennessee College of Medicine, for his medical case report "Termination of Intractable Hiccups with Digital Rectal Massage"; and Majed Odeh, Harry Bassan, and Arie Oliven of Bnai Zion Medical Center, Haifa, Israel, for their subsequent medical case report also titled "Termination of Intractable Hiccups with Digital Rectal Massage."

Literature: Daniel Oppenheimer of Princeton University for his report "Consequences of Erudite Vernacular Utilized Irrespective of Necessity: Problems with Using Long Words Needlessly."

Acoustics: D. Lynn Halpern of Harvard Vanguard Medical Associates, and Brandeis University, and Northwestern University, Randolph Blake of Vanderbilt University and Northwestern University and James Hillenbrand of Western Michigan University and Northwestern University for conducting experiments to learn why people dislike the sound of fingernails scraping on a blackboard.

Economics - Presented to Gauri Nanda of the Massachusetts Institute of Technology, for inventing an alarm clock that runs away and hides, repeatedly, thus ensuring that people DO get out of bed, and thus theoretically adding many productive hours to the workday.

Peace - Presented to Daisuke Inoue of Hyogo Prefecture, Japan, for inventing karaoke, thereby providing an entirely new way for people to learn to tolerate each other.

Economics - Presented to The Vatican, for outsourcing prayers to India.

Literature - Presented to The American Nudist Research Library of Kissimmee, Florida, for preserving nudist history so that everyone can see it.

Medicine - Presented jointly to Steven Stack of Wayne State University, Detroit, Michigan, and James Gundlach of Auburn University, Auburn, Alabama, for their published report "The Effect of Country Music on Suicide."

Peace - Presented to Lal Bihari, of Uttar Pradesh, India, for a triple accomplishment: First, for leading an active life even though he has been declared legally dead; second, for waging a lively posthumous campaign against bureaucratic inertia and greedy relatives; and third, for creating the Association of Dead People. Lal Bihari overcame the handicap of being dead, and managed to obtain a passport from the Indian government so that he could travel to Harvard to accept his Prize. However, the U.S. government refused to allow him into the country. His friend Madhu Kapoor therefore came to the Ig Nobel Ceremony and accepted the Prize on behalf of Lal Bihari. Several weeks later, the Prize was presented to Lal Bihari himself in a special ceremony in India.

Medicine - Presented to Chris McManus of University College London, for his excruciatingly balanced report, "Scrotal Asymmetry in Man and in Ancient Sculpture."

Physics - Presented to Arnd Leike of the University of Munich, for demonstrating that beer froth obeys the Mathematical Law of Exponential Decay.

Public Health - Presented to Chittaranjan Andrade and B.S. Srihari of the National Institute of Mental Health and Neurosciences, Bangalore, India, for their probing medical discovery that nose picking is a common activity among adolescents.

Astrophysics - Presented to Dr. Jack Van Impe and Rexella Van Impe of Jack Van Impe Ministries, Rochester Hills, Michigan, for their discovery that black holes fulfill all the technical requirements for the location of Hell.

Literature - Presented to John Richards of Boston, England, founder of The Apostrophe Protection Society, for his efforts to protect, promote, and defend the differences between the plural and the possessive.

Psychology - Presented to Lawrence W. Sherman of Miami University, Ohio, for his influential research report "An Ecological Study of Glee in Small Groups of Preschool children

Peace - Presented to The British Royal Navy, for ordering its sailors to stop using live cannon shells, and to instead just shout "Bang!"

Computer Science - Presented to Chris Niswander of Tucson, Arizona, for inventing PawSense, software that detects when a cat is walking across your computer keyboard.

Literature - Presented to the British Standards Institution for its six-page specification (BS 6008) of the proper way to make a cup of tea.

Safety Engineering - Presented to Troy Hurtubise, of North Bay, Ontario, for developing and personally testing a suit of armor that is impervious to grizzly bears.

Peace - Presented to Harold Hillman of the University of Surrey, England, for his report "The Possible Pain Experienced During Execution by Different Methods."

Medicine - Presented to James Johnston of R.J. Reynolds, Joseph Taddeo of U.S. Tobacco, Andrew Tisch of Lorillard, William Campbell of Philip Morris, Edward A. Horrigan of Liggett Group, Donald S. Johnston of American Tobacco Company, and Thomas E. Sandefur, Jr., chairman of Brown and Williamson Tobacco Company, for their unshakable discovery, as testified to the U.S. Congress, that nicotine is not addictive.

Peace - Presented to the Taiwan National Parliament, for demonstrating that politicians gain more by punching, kicking and gouging each other than by waging war against other nations.

oh god these are hilarious and really does serve its purpose funny and then makes u think:D

for a list of all the people who have won these awards in their respective years and for what can be found in the flowing link
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Ig_Nobel_Prize_winners

story of someone elses life:day sixty seven

2006-12-24T23:18:00.000+05:30

SIXty SEVen days..its bin sixty seven days since tht faithful nite..and now its 1Am and i was on my way home..if u can call the abandoned school a home ..the cold cruel ice started to numb me..not tht it made much differnce ..and he fog was freezing and the ground slowly started to freeze..there was no one out...67 days its bin since i saw flickr of a soul in me 67 days its bin since i cld breathe the air like how a free man breaths. .my GOAl is wat kept me going...it was the only reason i was still in the hunt ..i was like and adrenaline junkie..tryin to get my hands on some Epinephrine..its hard to live like this ....hOw dId it haPpen.wHy.?

white as snow

2006-12-22T20:50:00.000+05:30

the struggles of 12th standard primarily jus sum upto to one single word jus one..
college.sucks dont it..
well it may not sum up everyhting..but in its essence..it does..i mean the only reason 12th is such a pain in the back side and on the neck(try getin tht bio text book of ours in to ur head ull know)
well is ultimately get in to college then maybe a job and then a decnet life..tho this maynot particulary coincide with my intrests..it is the general opinion..
anyway..the thing is college is jsu the next step..wat lies beyond is AS WHITE AS SNOW

bank of snake milk(sahil),dinu(dinesh) , and me rote somethin..we think in our funny little way tht .this is wat mite happen to us in say 10ish years time
this list consists of students frm the bio class..lets see wat happens
well first lets make some assumptions(everyone is happy and has a job)

dinesh-buried in a pile of books,working on sum new theory....we think he's gonna be this professor
krithika -modern generally happy,but under heavy psychiatric treatment
abhinaya-doctor
same applies to sameep and bala(hehe bala mite start bips:P)
baradwaj-mechanical eng for sure..he will surely have a very normal life..he stil plays footie like a god
shiva-math prof,
swayambu-dunno but i think hell be fine..
barat udaysuryan-defiantly move out of the country study somethin(astro scientific gibbersih with arts)come back to India and do sumthin super important
aditya nair-aimless even after ten years,(neutral consensus)
gilli-hardworking like his dad.some bio chemical stuff(still loves arguing)
nari-eating beef,decent job.still imitating sagar???
dhivya-no clue,none of us know her
niru-hehe definetly married(a.v??or the girl he loves whatever married for sure)
shrudi-journalist(she says)....also under heavy psych treatment for her insecurities
ashna-awesome academics..but may not be interested in a carrier as such
smithi-some entertaining job..lets hope she sticks
shweta-social activist:P
pooja-she'll study get awesome marks and then become a housewife
sagar-psychopath..good paying job,luxury of prime importance,our prediction may get married many times between 22-29 mite get divorced or kill spouse..
rajashree-blank
prithvi-eng with some musical thing on the side
dhanu-some happy happy joy joy job..hopefully gets paid..dunno watll happen..hope he fulfils his ambition(to lead a happy life)..random
arijeet-:P no cahnce of normal life->he is benagali:P
VASANTHY MAM-VICE PRINCIPLE,SPECKS,WHITE HAIR,STILL THE SAME AWESOME TEACHER SHE IS..SHE'LL REMEMBER US..AND MITE BECOME THE BIO HEAD OF CBSE(we prayin for u mam)
some ppl for fun
bishen ,bg->unless major circumstances like earth quake,death,tsunami,vrindha aunty interfering,they shall be married
bishen-lawyer intern
bg-wife of lawyer intern ans sum humanities course
priya-still flinging arnd.playing to win,hard working ambitious,(fastest indian ..reached a hundred yet??)
arun-dog eat dog life,advertising,still making decent music
akshay-all tht food u eat is gonna get u ecoli or sumthin:P
candy-something scientific(Aero)...still antisocial.hopefilly will find a girl (maybe hell open up to her??)..hehe still creativly destructive
chubby-??
manav-??????
tariq-still doin some design stuff
baba-advertising king:P..still awesome human being
pati-will win atleast one pet show,pls join theatre some sane job
pl-hehe will start fake jeans company(P.Lee)hehe ..some eng related life
v.k-after shixth attemp ..hehe still attemptin iit(touchpeice)
govind-doing extreamly well in life..vedantha guru
hrushita-bruuey..hopfully becomes master cook...prob b.arch

ten years frm today..i wonder if ill ever know how my amtes have turned out??
the future definelty as white as snow

lickin stick'

2006-12-11T14:06:00.000+05:30

mouth harp,lickin' stick HARMONICA i wanna learn this so bad..
i hope its not a phase..i really wanna learn this instrument
its so full of soull..melodious..
so trembly like ..so powerfull and jazzy bluesy
everything..i wanna learn

buddy??

2006-11-24T22:34:00.000+05:30

as it seems frm the look of the recent posts..o jus seem content with ritin ...two lined posts...ahh well...it was a mood...but the thing is this post was ritten in a mood were the influx of testosterone was really high..i mean..there are somethings...tht a 16 yr old such as myself.....we can all dream cant we:D(in realtion with sex buddy)
...but the thing is there is no logical way u can get hurt in this way..at least if u think logically..i mean its just physical..so unless the "significant other"decids to castrate u ..u really arent much danger...
hurt ,pain,hate,,,they are emotionally realted...so why feell sumthin thts gonna let u down..wen the end cant be good...ive bin hurt...ive grown more detached each time..its hurts less...but then wats the point..i mean why go thru the whole thing if ur jus gonna get..detached... the thing is wen u are in a skl "realtionship" there really isnt any meaning to it...heck i think most relationships lack meaning..but the truth and this sucks...men atleast the hetrosexual ones
MEN like WOMEN..
and women are frm a different planet..

new

2006-11-19T15:37:00.000+05:30

hehe im lovin the new look ...tahnks trqy for the banner..

sex buddy!!!

2006-11-17T20:51:00.000+05:30

the coolest idea..i suppose...no commitments...jus fun...wonder!!!

nicest guy!!

2006-11-15T22:48:00.000+05:30

being nice doesnt get u anyware...
to understand my highly irritable mood right now...is not understandable...i dont like this..i dont feel like talkin...and i have to many negative thots..i need to get rid of them dhananjai hari: i can feel an antisocial mood comin on for me
sona ranjit: ayoo
dhananjai hari:
sona ranjit: why?
dhananjai hari: ive bin expectin him
sona ranjit: so whts gonna hapen?
dhananjai hari: its abt time i think
sona ranjit: why?
dhananjai hari: dunno each one is different
sona ranjit: why does he have to come?
sona ranjit: why this time?
dhananjai hari: i treat them all as unique individuals
dhananjai hari: dunno ..
dhananjai hari: it feels right i hope it hits me soon
dhananjai hari: and get ova with it.. i suppose
sona ranjit: hmmm
sona ranjit: whats he gonna do to ya?
sona ranjit: I'm very apprehensive of these guys
dhananjai hari: u make them sound evil..
sona ranjit: like I'm kunjum scared of the angry furious dhanu
dhananjai hari: hehe i ve lost so many capabilities
dhananjai hari: ,,,havnt bin angry in a long
dhananjai hari: time
dhananjai hari: cried no..not since germany lost the world cupin 2002
sona ranjit: whoaaaa
dhananjai hari: ive become tolerent ,... more understandin
sona ranjit: dhanuuuu
dhananjai hari: and very passive toward agression
sona ranjit: I'm impressed
dhananjai hari: maybe too passive for my likin
sona ranjit: yeah..isn't it kunjam unnatural?
dhananjai hari: what
dhananjai hari: ???
dhananjai hari: which..
sona ranjit: not having any negative emotions?
sona ranjit: I'm ur so happy
dhananjai hari: hehe im nearly close to being the most perfect human being on earth(hehe thts
sona ranjit: i mean*
dhananjai hari: cocky me talkin)
dhananjai hari: im not always happy...
dhananjai hari: jus...not always sad
sona ranjit: yeah,but never angry???
sona ranjit: or really sad?
dhananjai hari: ya weird ive bin angry....ive hit a fellow human being in the past 2 yrs...but not really intentionaly jus lost it tht day
sona ranjit: hahaha,the scales of ur emotions are tilted to the happy emotions!
dhananjai hari: ive bin relaly sad....jus didnt last for too long...dont let it last for too long rather..
dhananjai hari:
sona ranjit: =)
dhananjai hari: i think happy...most of the time..i think..
dhananjai hari: so,...wen i get down..i always have jueey!!
sona ranjit: hehe
dhananjai hari: THE ONLY THING THT LOVES ME AS MUCH AS I LOVE IT
sona ranjit: juuuey forever
sona ranjit: oh comon,lotsa ppl probably love you as much as u love them
dhananjai hari: yay
dhananjai hari: i dont love anyone
dhananjai hari: i wish i did..cld..will..
dhananjai hari: .i hope soon tho..i really want to feel it

sona ranjit: ahh don't worry
sona ranjit: will happen
sona ranjit: u've got lots of love to give
sona ranjit: someone's gonna come along
dhananjai hari: hmmmf
dhananjai hari: i like satanism
dhananjai hari: i have to become a part of it..
dhananjai hari: dunno how..
dhananjai hari: i went to their web site
sona ranjit: change of suuuuubjectttt*sing song voice*
sona ranjit: lol,like it that much?????
dhananjai hari: yes...
dhananjai hari: u have to take a test an all..cos theyw ant only distinguished..i mean suited individuals
dhananjai hari: who believe in the policies
sona ranjit: hahahahaha
sona ranjit: choos choosy
dhananjai hari: ..ya...
dhananjai hari: but its kk1!!i like their principles...i jus follow them...witout...
dhananjai hari: before i knew it..
dhananjai hari: so this is like jus a conformation
sona ranjit: so cool
sona ranjit: I'm so happy my test led u to ur true religion
dhananjai hari: hehe..yay
sona ranjit: u really are quite suited to it
sona ranjit: funny nah
dhananjai hari: why thank u!!
sona ranjit: THE ULTIMATE GOOD GUY IS LED TO SATANISM

dhananjai hari: hehe nice one
sona ranjit: actually it just sounds scary
sona ranjit: satanism i mean
dhananjai hari: ya...has nothin to do with him tho..
dhananjai hari: anton levey jus likes the word i suppose
sona ranjit: hehe*hug* ur one of the nicest peple i know
dhananjai hari: dunno wat to say to tht
sona ranjit: ah u dont have to say anything chil
sona ranjit: d
dhananjai hari: k!!
sona ranjit: hehe
dhananjai hari: im off!!!
sona ranjit: toodles

HMM OKAY IM EDITING THIS ON THE 19th OF NOVEMBER
thing is tht day when i posted this i was in a really bad mood...im not anymore and i suppose...i shld say somethin...i really do love being the nicest guy...for sum odd reason..it gives me happiness..the tthing is tht day..i thot wats the point..i reallly felt cheated..tht day...but then i suppose good things happen to ppl ..and bad things...i jus really didnt no wat was happenin..and tht convo really doesnt say much...but it was somethin....i really really love beig a nice guy...and im sure some day itll get me some were...jus not on tht day:D

distracted

2006-11-06T20:31:00.001+05:30

its true..i am highly distracted..i am always distracted and according to Vasanthy mam'.. "when are u not distracted"
i am so distracted it s like i am concentrating on being distracted...simple things...rather any thing can distract me ...i mean here i am..doing something and even if i see the sight of something that resembles a football i have a strong urge to go kick it...now some would this is due to my love of football and other similar spherical objects but i think,..even though i love football i am generally nearly always but not always distracted...
if i am studying i can figure out a hundred better things to do with that time..if i am doing some thing on the comp i can figure out maybe another 99 better things to do with that time...the infinite reaches of my "distractability" is well.....largely infinite.

being distracted is the ability ,well the knack of being able to be highly focused or concentrated on a particular thing and miss completely
...i suggest that any day is suitable for this..
that first part is quite easy.as u can imagine.
its simply requires one not to give something all of the required attention for a certain specific amount of time.but instead do not give it any attention at all..
now u can see were the difficulty lies*wink wink*
being distracted is highly useful..
it helps appreciate the simpler things in life..like Pink Floyd ..Led Zeppelin..Black Sabbath ,,Iron Maiden .(NOTE:THE EFFORT IN CAPPING THOSE FIRST LETTERS):D ...simple things like ahhh flower..or oh.oh.oh how blue the sky is...and not thinking about certain people u wish u were thinking about ....
being distracted..is in fact one of the most entertaining things in the world ..in fact it is SOMETIMES RATED more entertaining than sex, or an intriguing game of "i hate u"..will u bitch about me behind my back???.
--by some very oddly shaped things called homo sapient.(they are mad bunch of toons those humans .seriously.)
being distracted rocks***
POSTED IN THE INTEREST OF DISTRACTING EVERYONE ELSE.
Dhanu

(NOTE:THR R RDLY NY TYPOS IN T'IS PASSAGEE).(long live mozzilaaa)
man i am going back to short hand this is too much work..besides it really isn't my style

for little meghna

2006-10-31T22:45:00.000+05:30

*get betta* this is for u!!!

********get well*********
luv dhanu
p.s :i may not knw u at all but.. get well

me..anti me wha ??who???u know..

2006-10-30T12:14:00.000+05:30

well tht title didnt make much sense but thts exactly wat this blog is...
its my anti me....
yes my anti me
i mean it hardly anythin like me...if two worlds of the same polarity eva collided then it wld metaphoricaly depict the situation if u met me and my blog...
my blog tenderly and affectionalty name "jueey"
well here is the big news my blog is soo not meeee (college girl style)
..i mean in jueey ..i the anti me rite about his feelings and stuff(now im tryin to confuse u..rather he is( ahhhhh!!does this make sense???)
well okay stickin to one form of tense now..
well i dhananjai the master of jueey rites:
i rite stuff in this blog stuff i neva tell ppl
i hardly share my emotions ...im kinna selfish tht way..but id sahre a candy bar in an instant and mind u i love candy bars...
but my emotions.hehe
u really have to be like the best thing in the world to experience tht..and then i bore tht person to near and certain death so,,,thts wen things get ugly and well i kinna stop..its happend:P
but its tru this blog has helped me tell stuff tht iwldnt tell normaly ..but then i go around publishin my thoughts in a nearly public background(i mean wat stops frm readin my blog unless it bores u)..
so this blog is the anti me..the uncharacterstic mee..the more or less the deep dish side of me..cos normaly im jus light hearted..and dancin and foolin arnd ..
but this blog errr yeesh so different ...so its my antti me..wonder if i will ever grow im still 5 foot 9 nearly 10 but still 9*sigh*

h2g2

2006-10-30T02:38:00.000+05:30

i love everythin abt it,,
long live this work of genius,,,ma tribute to mister adams and his wrks
may his soul rest in peace
42.

field 4 position:D

2006-10-30T02:18:00.000+05:30

life is a jueey it really is dunno wat id do without tht phrase its helpd me do so much wiht my life..it keeps me happy ,healthy and optimistic..i kow jueey is actually not a reall word but its betta than bein stuck in FIELD4 position ...lyin on ya bed and jus thinkin...abt certain things tht u wish u wernt thinkin abt /but for me its the second time and oddly enf im gettin betta at this...im takin it well..much to my very onwn surprisee hahahaha.ive gtrown as a human being..and yes i ahve grown otha wise as well..ive nearly 5 feet 10 inches yipty dooo..
sometime u gota love em sometimes u jus gotta hate emm
this post doesnt actually mean anythin in particular jus a bunch of random thoughts tht meant somethin to me ,,for a while at least...so in memory of what happend i wanted to blog it ,,so 25 yrs later i can think and laught abt the whole thin.gloat maybe and basically enjoy the memory...life is a jueey..and sometimes u jus gotta hate the word "friend"
ya really do...but u know wat...it s betta havin them in ya life than not...so if friends is all u get,,then thts all u can take and ..maybe cherish it..
for one thin,,,ive grown,,,and my shell is nearly crackin...
its bin gr8 ,,,leavin room only for betta things to come:D
life is a jueey..
Ritten Sincearly With No Thoughts In Mind
And Really Clueless And Lost ,,,,,But Gettin THERE

(NOTICE HOW BEUTIFULLY "CAPITALIZED" THE FIRST LETTER OF EVRY WORD IN THT PREVIOUS SENTENCE IS:D )
dman
dhanu,dhananjai
and once known as snizzly bear
:D
jus hope things go back to bein gr8
YIPTY DOOO

2006-10-15T02:49:00.000+05:30

the v speech

the best speech ever
frm one of the best movies ever this the wordings itsbrilliant

"Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose vis-à-vis an introduction, so let me simply add that it's my very good honour to meet you and you may call me V."

pillai .. his true form

2006-10-15T02:01:00.000+05:30

somebody else's life part 2 :still not gettin anyware

2006-10-15T01:46:00.000+05:30

i woke up . at last. dunno no how long i was out..a day . a week .there was no way of tellin
cldnt remeber . why was i nex t to this river. why was the river exactly the wrong shade of red. why was i iin this sudden shroud of misery ,darkness,anxt , and then a chilll ran over me..didnt know wat it was , green .i cld see the colour green yes.(it shld mean sumthin i figured) cld see it clearly see it in the bright full moon sky,, neatly snuggled to the side of the tree ,green like a cats eyes..and then i found my self carin. cryin. it hit me like a bolt i was here before i had done this the river was red .. i knew why it because it was filled with the blood of the dead
and it was in this river tht everythin wld fade to black .again and again.. shld have ..it didnt .. i remember everythin ..nothin was rite everythin was rong...obviously
i loved her ..why did i do it
.why did i kill ..her!! did i kill her?? and i thought to myself ..its time i had tht morphine ..
my head was hurtin .. it was the only thin keepin me sane ...arghhhhh the pain.. i was spiralin...
my head it was like ...
close very close ,, my head was like a tea cup......

pillai!!!ahh my hero

2006-10-10T22:48:00.000+05:30

a cross of shekar and our sathya we get pillai
charmin, the subject expert(physics ;he calls himself tht),and highly bisexual
pillai sir is truly one of my favourite teachers
he is the best
long live is his class time antics ,the jokes he cracks and his notes god knows wat i wld a hve done without his notes
more than the notes its the time we have in his class tht is reall cool
he is always goin down once in a while to romance with his wife ..comes backsmellin of some fish tht his wife cooks
(she cooks brilliantly we can smell it in class and all we wanna do is go to mehal:p)
the best abt pillai sirs class is the fact tht we have a huge amt of fun weather it is after or durin
or afta class
like today my driver set the scene ..he kept blinkin the cars lights make the roads look like a bloddy disco and sharan and i kept dancin to all the "kuth"tht kept playin on the radio
we bunk go try out all the cheap eatries in town ,,
my !!!the places we find ..awesome
once we replaced his marker witha permanent variety and achieved the results exactly oposite of those tht he wanted ...man the time he spent tryin to rub it off(hilarious)
his "realtionship"with bishen is even more spl thn the one he cherishes
my pillai we salute to u
if it werent fore the tuweesday and thrushdays wld neva be the same:P
long live pillai and the 8-30 to 9-30 batch
hahahahahahahah=))

The CVians at Reverbs 2006 - Western Music

2006-10-08T20:24:00.000+05:30


the song that rocked the culturals.. and has become an anthem.. ladies and gentlemen , 45 degrees ! hey ppl this was the song tht i was talkin abt in the previous post and thanks to couple of guys i finally have the vedio ...too bad the other song wasnt recorded a very nice one tht anyway enjoy i know i sure as hell did

story of somebody elses life part1

2006-09-23T12:44:00.000+05:30

it close.. very close ..my head was like a tea cup.. a torment of torrenting toughts .like a storm it was close.brewing ever so slowly yet ever so dangerously .arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !@#k damn the!#@4 ahhhhhhhhh. screamin not new in or to my head .personally im gettin quiet tired
of it.....
there was nothin left to hang on to it was over.it was all over . the only thing tht made me realise tht this wasnt a dream is wen the i hit the ground .it felt clear ohh all so clear and evryting jsu fit into place .like a million peace jig saw of the sky come togetther finaly it jus fell into place ..I FELL into place.rite were i belonged ..i already smelled like one of the dead ..haha it was all over .finaly.
evrythin went black there was nothin more left foe me to hang on to ..and there it was tht last eyelid jus closin tick ...tick....tick
i was done.

ya baby we sure rocked tht won!!

2006-09-17T21:29:00.000+05:30

thts us winnin aahh we did rock tht show
in my skl life there are few things tht ill truly treasure .... i mean im not outa skl yet but its not like i have all my life remainin but this 1 is so spl to me and maybe a little more to arun sarkar .. but its spl all the same
i mean ..sry back to what i was thikin of ..REVERBERATIONS 07 oh ya shagooooooo!!(hehe ) we really won tht one we came first .numero uno. our skl was placed first and we sure as hell deserved it.
with arun the star more or less(personal note in case i eva forget this chap{unlikely:})he wld a loved all tht attention:P
any way we one the whole god damn thin it was so fuckin brill.
evry event our name was in the top three
and most of all the events i think ill neva forget mine and aruns performence in the western music event
i mean it was the best ..2 of us on stage and banned frm doin the event (stupid princy )i bunked skl ..and we hadnt even registered for the evnt until like an hour before the event
so here we are in the middle of the audi out side the gates lookin like a bunch of bohemian artsits in uniform jammin away on our guitars
..and the judges givin us this look and walkin in ..(we new the band unwind buddies)..so here we are thinkin of wat to do..i mean i was so rusty on the guitar and here we were keepin things on the siimple side of complicated .
we played 2 songs and i cant believe the reception we got frm the crowd the first one was i brain child of aruns somethin we made a medley of jimi dear and extreme it souded good and man the crowd went wild for tht one woah baby shagooooooooooooooooooooo... the second was somethin iw as beggin arun to play for a while now a chord progression tht our guitar tutor joshua taught us .. and he used to make a song for his girl ..anyway tht came out even betta and the whole crowd was dancin to our tune ..man they treally loved us ..i really can t explain this experience in wrds u ahve to get into my head..
ahhhhhh the elation of my mind everytime i think abt it ..feels incredible
finally wen they anounced out names as the overall winners we all ra on stage and nearly knockd down ygb vikram and unikrishnan man we ad a balst ,,
i stilll have the trophy hehe didnt bother returnin it to skl.. i thik i shld tho :P
...shall take a pic of it and then do it . our batch 2006-07 rocks we are the masters of cults truly we also won orca too bad we break up by the end of this yr ..who knows we mite neva eva be forgotten..
oh our performence was shot on vedio by some nice bloke if i eva get my hands on it im gonan blog it babt

2006-09-17T10:02:00.000+05:30

my god !!!!!

sheesh u know there are so many face less guitarists in the world but my lord if u can play like this guy ...my nobody will eva forget u...bein a guitarist myself woah baby this guy is amzin!!!

my little cuz vanni

2006-09-08T22:15:00.000+05:30

my cousin my cutie !!! and god know s were she learned to do tht

2006-08-05T01:38:00.000+05:30

Eef you come today

you'll get super toned abs after watching this...u'll laugh SOO much!!
sona ranjit: eeeeeeeeeeef you come today...NONO! it's tooo bad!!
sona ranjit: ::
sona ranjit: HAHAHAHHAAHAHAHA
sona ranjit: and EEEF you say say MAaarning!!
sona ranjit: NONO!!that is not good..Daaaarlnnnnnnn
sona ranjit: WHAT did you say???
sona ranjit: Nothing?
sona ranjit: its okay...you fix the time..tickticktciticktick
wat ay song ..hilarious jus cant get over it

2006-08-04T00:05:00.000+05:30

liars(part 1)
liars ,liars,liars(chaos and screamin women)

the symphony of phony has begun
take your seats ladies and gentle men
forgive me
its time to pay our respects to the execution of hypocracy

lying colts decieving frauds
shake up a cold in black and white
kill for money and destroy for gold
this must end now
youve reached the last stop
see the belly of fire
this is hell the last stop
kill em all (hahahaha)

we need a revolution

2006-06-27T23:42:00.000+05:30

(this was originally meant for cvians.com but i didnt have the patience to wait for tariqs reply so..)
IM sick of all the puppets
and i mean tht quite litrelaly(sry abt the spellins)
its wat all our school leaders are.(sry no offence, but really face it , its wat u are) and the fact tht we cldnt choose thos f***kin puppets makes this post filled with more resentment than ever b fore
actually if i eva look back at this id laugh(i hope.. or look back dissapointed tht it didnt make an impact)
but right now it is very dear to my heart and the fact is WE ARE IN THE 12TH wat the f**k are we doin in skl.its all we seem to do we jus sit like mindless , motionless inanitmate objects
listenin to sum usless teacher yappin on and on abt useless stuff tht we will actually neva use in our f**kin lives
we need some first hand experience, we need to get out thr and do sumthin
we need to go for culturals evnts ,tounaments.. expose ourselves to the arts and sciences
we a re kids aftaall
think abt it
they say"lets give the 9th and 10th guys a chance "i say screw u ..were was this opportunity wen we were int he 9 th and 10th(i went .. but b sides the point)
fact of the matta is this is our last year we need to do as much as we can to actually trreasure it
i say if our so called"puppets" cant do jack
then it is up to us .. the students . the ppl . the students . the true body of the skl
get them to know how we think ... rather how we shld be thinkin
lets start a revolutioN
ITS ABOUT TIME .
wat has our skl done for us to remember to ACTUALLY remember this crucial yr
..Copyin the skl system of SBOA and DAV(with those stupid pointless weekly tests)
and THEN WE call OURSELVES "THE SKL WITH A F**KIN DIFFERNECE" I SAY FUCK U
its abt time
it s wat we need .its wat the future of skl needs. it needs liberation
OUR SKL needS a REVOLUTION

the people passtime

2006-06-17T23:02:00.000+05:30

life is al abt the simple thinks(and tht is not a spellin mistake)
an aquarian neva finds a way or time to get bored. u are always doin sumthin
for one aquarians generlly love to analyse ppl .more than tht it is awesome fun
wen i first meet sumone its jus observin(unless im feelin oblivious to the wrld then evn if adrinna lima was in frnt of em i wldnt notice.............. but id propably be hinkkin of her:P) body language , character and general tone on life
for instance if sumone say the sentence"life is so borin" then tht person is propably borin..and so unimaginative and not doin sumthin abt it(ur givin off if err ..ur jus sake of sayin it)
but ofcourse this is my head so wateva happens in thr be longs to me. since i dont like the idea of passin judgement on sumone until i actually know them welll enf ..i observe them and then decide if it is wrth it or not.
:P
( i do this to avoid bordom and keep my mind occupied .... rest of the time its all abt the present ... my policy is to live and let live .. wateva is meant to happen wiilll happen u jus got to have sum contrl ova tht or jus totaly let go)its good fun analysin ppl , assesing(sry donno tht spellin) wat they mean to u , how they can be useful in ur life, is wrth havin them arnd , are the gonna be part of ur future or the present or will they be good memories after sumtime or are they wrth discardin or to be used as toools .any of these options will always impact ur life and knowin whom to have arnd is always important. it always makes chosin friends easier

the best part abt all this
is u can neva get bored ...after all its ya mind .. and wen alone with ya thoughts it can go wild
make up stories abt thes pplwho may or may not mean anythin to u
make it so real in ya mind tht at one point u start feelin love anger hate and joy at different parts of ya stry
for example once i was thinkin of somethin sagar had said to me and then suddenly he was in my head so i started the sagar stry which ended up with me beatin the day lights out of him:P
but of course in real life (he is going to the gym an alll makes me wonder if he is umm well neva mind) i wld neva do a thing like tht
with such imagination and so many ppl to wonder abt . wat they are doin . wat they mite be thinkin .. wat is happenin . livin in ya own imagination ,, i always wonder how life cld eva get borin???

detached!!

2006-06-04T19:01:00.001+05:30

suddenly i feel like the lady in sex and the city rittin down my emotions of the day(thanks to a friend i actually sat down for 2 episodes .not bad i must say)anyway wat ir eally wanted to rite abt is this feeling of detachment
its brilliant really and i think its an aquarian thing jus ask candy:P
detachment it is jus the emotion of being emotionless a feeling of no feeling .comfortably numb.
seriously i cldnt care less if an ex was goin out with anyone it wldnt matta if a best friend left town (thing abt being detached u tend not to have a best friend jus a couple of good friends) or if an aquiantice died (little extreme but its kinna tru)
but uknow sumthin this s jus the upside of detachment .hehe the funny thing is tht it is also the downside
but me bein optimist i guess i tend to look at the first option but im obliged to explaint he latter how eva tht is spelt (this whole blog is filled with spellin mistakes)
it s this very detachment tht keeps u frm gettin close to anyone i guess it is a protective measure but its the truth fortunately im an optomist yay!
it keeps u frm belongin to sumthin but always keeps u longin in a weird sense but tht is only on one of ur lonlier days but yet its tru
one thin i aprreciate is the armed forces they must be the most detached ppl towards their families yet so attached to their country and for tht kudos my brothers in arms

chennai seriously!

2006-06-02T22:36:00.000+05:30

neva liked the name chennai eva since they changed it frm madras
its neva bin the same sumthin doesnt click
it was this posh thing madras . later with the help with one of my more philsophical friends it got changed to madrascal
chennai :thnk abt it chennai 32 for the olympics it jus doesnt fit howeva
madras 36 sounds semi decent
the name madrascal is so fit for this city i hope they dont change it this tho .(prefer it to chennai):)
funny thin it still hasnt sunk in to half of madras ,tht this city is called chennai.
i remember on a very faithful nite listenin to beautiful music parikrama and led zepplica they asked us if wanted the be addresd as the crowd off iit-madras or iit-chennai .i think i heard an uninimous reply of"iit-madras"it jus sent a feelin of warmth acrss me(also the fact tht thr was 6500 ppl pushin me against the baricade)but still .. for those who b long to the era when chennai was madras i think itll always be madras to them.
long live madrascal:P

the ball

2006-05-26T00:02:00.000+05:30

woah !!
tht is a big ball dont ya think
funny this ball can do more than a huge parade of politicians and diplomats and all thos other tics
. life in an 8 inch diameter im all for it